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So many happenings.

Shall not think too much, honestly because it'll just make me more depressed.
Why like that sia? 
Seriously, i only hear of this kind of things in drama & not real life okay.
So just get a hang of yourself, i know i'm not in any position to say anything because this problem lies between the two of you. But as a friend, i really really wanna say out my thoughts, my views. i also want to help you two get back together and be as sweet as the last time i saw you guys on our previous outing.
Its only been two months and so many things has happened.
SIANZ. >:(
Can you stop acting like you're one big shot can? You obviously still care for her yet you keep saying the opposite. I know many things are gonna change as we all go into our separate ways, with some going jc and some going poly. But that doesn't mean the end of friendships or even relationships right? Is this how you define 
life as it is that when all of us graduate, we'll all just slowly drift away and even feelings die down? Is that what commintment to you is all about? Why did you even bother to be together with her when you know that you're gonna give her up at the end of the day? 
She's still holding your hand. Yet, you're slowly letting go.
Why? 
Is she not worth your hand to hold? 
Seriously, i want to punch you!
I know that not contacting for about two months makes it awkward for you to talk suddenly, but won't seeing her makes your heart flutter? You've not seen her for so long!!! Omg, if for me i think i'll run and go hug!!! Because time together makes us inseparable.
i know its gonna be tough, nobody says its gonna be easy.
But you never know till you give it a try. Try it if not you'll never know if you've made the best choice.
You think that its for her good, that she'll find some better guy but i doubt it.
Feelings die down as time passes if you don't take the effort to rekindle it.
I really do hope everything will be alright. 
I don't wanna think anymore, it only hurts to think.


P:S How successful relationships are is when you keep falling in love, deeper and deeper with the same person. 
(:

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