Ain't no time to look back.

Nowadays, i feel as if the world is revolving around me very fast that i can't seem to grasp it well.
It seems that everyday i'm running faster and faster and i can't seem to slow down my pace.
Is this how the past three months past so quickly?
Esp March. i can't believe that its already April.
Now to the end of my holidays, i'm booked everyday. There's events everyday and i'm really very tired.
i just want to stop and see what is going on in the world right now, what events are happening around me.
Just imagine sitting down on my comfy sofa and reading newspaper, that vision vanished from my thoughts once i entered into poly life.
School's starting, that's why i'm getting busier. If life for me in poly is to be like that every single day, i'll suffocate from it.
i want a break so badly!!! Hahaha i guess i've been complaining about my packed schedule to Sharene these few days. Sorry my dear! Hehehe i need a listening ear this point of time.
I talked to Stella about it too, no wonder sometimes she goes off early during outings. All the reason to get more rest. (: Tomorrow esp is gonna be a super duper long day and i'm still hestitating whether i should go for the BBQ. Because i got a feeling i'll be dead tired by the time i reached the Chalet. ;D
But i really wanna hang out with my Reddians Family, its been soooo long since i've catch up with e rest, i didn't attend much of the outings and i had to leave early on Sports Camp outing too. So you know, i feel really bad for doing that, this is so not me! i'm usually looking forward to outings and always the few to make it. Now, i'm like pushing myself aside.
So i'm gonna see how tomorrow.
Hopefully, i'll be able to make it. ^^

Oh and recently, i've got some prayers to do. Its not like i'm a Christian, its just that there's things i need to comfort in God & i really am thankful that he's open to all ears for people out there like me, seeking his help.
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