Finally a peaceful night where it's just me and my lappy on my bed. Love feeling such calmness within me and it just gives me space to think and reflect. It's been a month since I've started working and definitely was a ride for me. Mostly, a really steep ride. I guess i wasn't so prepared for it, but i'm learning to conquer it day by day with what that comes at me. I remember feeling that intense stress feeling i get and pretty much feeling so overwhelmed, almost breaking down at times because of what i fear of the unexpected. But there's this one person who's always there, regardless of his schedule/work and i am really so thankful for it. Honestly feel that i don't deserve all these love and attention. 😭😭 And also to my family for supporting me all these while when i started work. So much love to them for encouraging me every step of the way and loving me despite of how i behaved when work gets ahead of me. I really got to watch my behavi...
Learning to love and live life bit by bit everday.