Adeline Quek

:xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx addicted to bof. hahas. now even my sis is listening to the song:) well, its omgish popular! even j8 got the bof posters arnd. so yep. whenever i see those pics, wonderful songs of bof comes up in my mindd. so now is like already thurs, seriously time goes wayy fast. i just finished my geo hw. gosh, it was plainly copying ans off tb. but i find it quite effective. to me:) at least abosorb some info bout the topic: POLLUTION. hahas. the earth is going black. poosh~ its assholic when ppl dun give a damn bout earth. litter here and there. i really can't stand it! :( anw. back to modern todayy. so yup. we had math in the morning. a little pop quiz. it was pruny easy. i was glad. at least 1 out of all the pop quizzes i had so much confidence. bleh! den sci. ms tan gave us sci notes for revision. it was real good:) very useful just that i gotta pluck out some of my time to take the effort to read it. xD den la. we did annotation. haiz, always ms wong ...

(: haha. that's what i can give! seriously i guess today after meeting Sarah&Aman, my mood seems to have been better. it was great. anw, today school was so ''ordinary''. it was totally boring...i've been like reading through the sci notes umpteen times xD I JUST CAN'T CONCENTRATE!!!!!!!!!!! i'm like a dumb asshole. everyone's talking. i'm sitting alone trying to push those notes in my ''unavailable'' brain. total waste of time. actually i knew why i can't concentrate. but i thought it shouldn't affect so much. i mean like the sight of you really disrupt what i'm doing. :( but now. i guess after my talk with dahlia, i knew the truth. i'm upset. with u and myself. i didn't noe how to say this all out. it was so complicated how my feelings and thinkings twisted with each other. so yar, i really hope now everything will turn out fine^^ okay. so yupp. today was like terrible, hw a whole LOADDDD...d&t+la+hi...

DAMN IT! :(((((((((((((((((( I'M HAVING A SERIOUS MOODSWING!!!!!!!!!!!! haiz...seriously somehow i need to break-down. go shopping after school. stuff myself with ice-cream or chocolates. maybe even go run 10 rounds around the carpark. arhhh! everything is so going way off. i mean like once i realised it, its too late. i feel so angry with myself i ignored you. i didn't even want to take a look at you. i thought that u're supposed to be my best friend. to stand up when its needed to. i want u to just shout at me!!!!!!!! :( i dun like u keeping all these emotions i can't read to yourself. we're supposed to share out and be happy. but it did't seems so. i just wished time could stop. maybe we aren't meant to be best friend at all. our characters are so different! during class, i just stuff myself with books. that wonderful fantasy. y life can't be that perfect?! anw. when i said bye to u guys, i knew u didn't replied. but i didn't turn behind to lo...