Adeline Quek

It's finally September and I cant believe i'm right now in Bangkok.  Thinking back to the days when i keep wishing time will pass faster so i could hurry be here and here i am, time flies. 💭 On a side note, I'm so glad I'm done with my first hotel. I mean i guess i just needed a good break from the work environment there. It's like the people there are really nice but it's like when you see such a work environment, you can't help but yearn for more, for better. I remember myself trying so hard to do my best to help whatever i could that i could myself feeling so overwhelmed and tire out by it. It's like your efforts suddenly seem so small and insignificant and at times, i always wonder if the higher management is aware of all these happening at our workplace. So much to say or rant, but i guess i should pass this phase. Days like this just makes me so glad I chose to stay on afterall, the past week here has been a good one so far (except my second da...

Hello, it's been awhile and i can't believe its already coming to an end of June. 6 months just flew by and its been 3 months since I've started working. Truthfully speaking, i wouldn't see myself here right now where i am a year ago, or even half a year ago. I guess its true that a dream job doesn't exist but i'm still trying my best to find passion in what i do. Being at the front line is tough, in fact way tougher than i thought it will be. And as much as i truly enjoyed the first 3 months of my attachment, coming back to the place where i choose to grow myself in suddenly seemed so daunting and i'm dreading it day by day. It's really sad to see myself feeling this way about work because never would i thought that one day, work will just break me down. I honestly dislike myself for being like this - Negative. 😢 All these negativeness is suffocating me and i really hate it so much. I want to be that girl who is so full of positive energy ...

Finally a peaceful night where it's just me and my lappy on my bed.  Love feeling such calmness within me and it just gives me space to think and reflect. It's been a month since I've started working and definitely was a ride for me. Mostly, a really steep ride. I guess i wasn't so prepared for it, but i'm learning to conquer it day by day with what that comes at me.   I remember feeling that intense stress feeling i get and pretty much feeling so overwhelmed, almost breaking down at times because of what i fear of the unexpected. But there's this one person who's always there, regardless of his schedule/work and i am really so thankful for it. Honestly feel that i don't deserve all these love and attention. 😭😭 And also to my family for supporting me all these while when i started work.  So much love to them for encouraging me every step of the way and loving me despite of how i behaved when work gets ahead of me. I really got to watch my behavi...

Hello 2018.  Can't believe it's here, heh the year of the doggy. I loved i t because it's my zodiac year too and as much as the feng shui always say that our luck ain't that good but i still believe that we'll still be a little luckier. :') Well much good things has happened and it's been a great start to this year with a few happenings 👇 Getting my part-time job (in a hotel) and it was a really good experience i would say? Finally know why my laughing buddy decided to convert full-time to work there because the people are really so naiseee. It's like they treat you like family and even though i was only there for close to two months, they treated me so well and i loved the culture. So glad to have met new faces and as much bittersweet feelings i had when i ended my last day of work on tuesday, i do hope i'll see them all someday again. :')  Impromptu JB trip with bb & his friends (heh first trip in 2018) and it was great!!!  My 23rd ...