Adeline Quek

RELEASE OF JAE RESULTS.  hahaha, its been an really exciting day for many, i believe. Everybody's having their fingers crossed that they will be able to get into their desired course & of    course i'm praying for them too. So today yup, the results i think all release early in e morning that twitter and even facebook is flooded.  Happy that some people got into the course they want and for the rest, hope that they appeal successfully! ^^ Well, it seems that e release of results shows that our secondary school life is really officially over. >:( & we'll all part our ways. But, nonetheless i really do hope that at times still be able to see some kcpians around bishan, either slacking at playground or at e bbt area! :) i missed those times.  And yes i have to embrace change. Well its coming to e end of January & indeed i've been in NP for likw 2 weeks plus. wow! hahahhaa can't believe i'm already so fast settled into e study...

HELLO! :) I'M SO TIREDD. I MISS EVERYTHING THAT HAS HAPPENED IN THIS WHOLE WEEK. SO MANY EXCITING THINGS HAD HAPPENED AND ITS KINDA ETCHED IN MY MIND THAT I CAN'T FORGET IT. LUCKILY, WE TOOK POLAROIDS. POLAROIDS=MEMORIES 4 LIFE. & THERES SO MANY THINGS TO DO. BUT I AM JUST TOO TIRED AND LAZY TO DO IT. GOTTA CLEAR MY PRESENTS AND STUFF AND CLOTHINGS. I JUST DK WHY I CANT BEAR TO CLEAR AWAY MY OLD BAG AND STUFF. WHYYYY? IT FEELS LIKE LOSING A PART OF ME WHEN I THROW THESE STUFF BECAUSE OF ALL E MEMORIES I HAVE WHEN USING THEM.  ANW I SHALL USE IT UNITL REALLY RUINED. AS FOR MY SPORT SHOES AND BLACK SCHOOL SHOES, I SHALL THROW IT BAH. (: THERES THINGS THAT IS A MUST TO THROW. OHH AND MY CAMERA HAS RAN OUT OF BATT. AT E WRONG TIME. I ALWAYS LOOK AT CAMERA PHOTOS TO REFLECT THE DAY'S OUTING AND I FREAKING MISS THE BEACH OUTING AND I CAN'T EVEN SEE IT. :( WHATEVER I SHALL CHARGE IT TOMORROW. SICKENING BATTERY.! OH AND I REALLY WONDER WHEN'S THE NEXT ME...

WATCHED IT WITH GOLDFISH! AWESOME SHOW. KEEP LAUGHING UNTIL MY PEE WANT COME OUT LIAO. LMAO! :)

hey yo! (: oh yeah i just realised that i'm blogging daily for now. well this is because everyday is full of excitement & i love it. Definitely worth remembering! heheh today is my birthday man! :D TADA ADELINE QUEK HAS TURNED SEVENTEEN YO~! hahahah i'm sooooo happy! Although it may seems as if i aged, but it shows how much i've grown since last year and this whole journey has brought me lots of happiness that is indescribable. i just want to enjoy every moment that is happening in my life right now & love you guys too for being a part of my life.  (L)

Hahahahah. i keep eating and eating and eating during this whole cny period that i think i'm starting to fall sick. Bleh! Everytime also like that de! But this time, cny is way too short!! UNFAIR. YA KNOW. T.T i want more time to play and sleep and eat. Thinking about wed makes me think about school. >.< & thinking about school made me though about homework which i utterly dread doing. HAIYO EH. Presentation used to be my favourite, but now with all the conditions and terms, i hate it loads. Well leave it to thursday for my brain to do it, now i not in e right mood to think.! Anw, now heheh i'm slowly beginning to be excited for 12 midnight! i'm turning seventeen, baby!!!!!!!! <3 hahaha i believe everyone is happy when it comes to their birthday & my cute little pretty boy is busy planning. i really appreaciate the fact that you set aside time to plan, but don't get too tired. i don't want you to neglect your homework yeah! ALL OF US SHOU...

AHHHH HATE IT WHEN I THINK ABOUT  HOMEWORK WHEN ITS STILL CNY. KEEP WORRYING FOR E DUE DATE OF THIS AND THAT. FAG. & i really really hope everything's gonna be alright, just the way i wanted. (:

Memories at a glance. HOHO FAT ME! :P

Dragon Year is here! (: Yes baby, today is Lunar New Year Eve of the dragon year! Hoho~! Woke up pretty early today just to get up and prepared for the visiting, as well as Celia's presence. She woke up early just to pass me my early 17th birthday present, how sweet can she get? Acoompanied by tk, hahah. They are a sweet couple. A very sweet one indeed. :P *Hope you celiakohjieyi reads this!* heheh yup & i really love it! its 6 pairs of heart earrings of different colours & 3 bracelets! :D &&&& I'M WEARING HER PINKY HEART SHAPED EARRINGS NOWWWW. YAY. now am helping my baby to create a twitter account. he's really cute (: & i found out e reason as to why my heart does not beat fast when i see him. heheh, cos at times i was really confused like how come ma heart doesn't beat as fast and why i don't get shy and stuff in front of him. Till...................................i realised what it means when you love that person. l...

yay i'm frigging happy today! woots! hahah guess that its because of e shopping we did in town today! omg i never felt like this so long ever, that even when i'm msging my baby, i am smiling to myself. >< hahah i think i'm kinda insane. heheh! Anw, bought quite a lot of things today! :D there's food, clothes and stationary! && typo has offer nowwww! hahahaha i go so happy and excited when stationary stores have discounts because its pretty rare yah! and i found some cute good pens to write. it was indeed a right choice yah! Hi-fiveee! ^^ & i'm getting kinda worried for e flowery dress i bought, kinda regretted it. BUT i shouldn't right? i hate it when i regret after buying it, damn! Nehmind, i'll find a way to make myself look good with e dress on my bodyyy! Can de! What's e brain and mirror for? :P hehehe. Can't w8 for tomorrow and e rest of e days. it seems life's getting much more interesting and i'm looking forwa...

yeah its another sunday! (: hahahaha. well weekends seemed to past really fast. & it made me appreciate every single day more esp my saturdays and sundays because now it is the only time where i can sit back and relax and meet up with him. <3 & yupp i'm beginning to be more excited for school, this is a good sign right? i used to dread going to school because of the changes i have to get used to every year as we go on. But its different this year, because all of us are moving on to a new life, something that is like a new chapter. When i was young, i didn't even know that i will be where i am here today, a Ngee Ann Polytechnic student. ;D hahahah hopefully as school starts, i will be able to adapt to all the changes and really get started! Able to accept all e new things and handle it well. yup, i need friends. Luckily there's our group lunch meeting tomorrow, i can't w8! HOSEHBO! Orientation was really enjoyable because everybody cooperated very w...

TODAY IS THE DAY! ;) JIAYOU QUEK! :D & TO THE REST, GOOD LUCK!

Tomorrrrrow. i can't help but feel scared, feel nervous, feel that anxiety in me. i know everyone out there who are 16s or 17s are freaking out, so i don't want to post anything related to results tomorrow. it just freaking make people more anxious about it & i'm so darn afraid i'll suffer from anxiety attack and faint tomorrow. i'm quite calm right now yah. just need to make myself happy and high so to forget all the worries! (: its like Judgement Day tmw & no matter what, i gotta face my results with pride. honestly, i've studied my heart out and whatever results it may show, i gotta accept it. (: OMGGGGG. BLESS ME. i need a hug now. 

Seriouslyy what is wrong with me? i hate this. Those negative thoughts are in my head again, eat this shit! i can't believe how childlish i am, honestly. i hate my mindset at times.

&&&& Rolling in the deep is stuck in my head! ^^ i keep hearing and replaying it. hahah! :) lastly, i really feel i shouldn't thinking of all the negative aspects of you. TIME TO DECLUTTER MY THOUGHTS.  (Y)

SHOPPING TOMORROW BABYY! :) hahah, now my schedule is fully booked for e week except thurs and sundayy. todayyy think of lots of things. for what i know, i'm fcuking scared for my results, idk why but yes that fear is creeping inside me. my english and humanities is really screwed up. omg!!!!!!!! yes i really did do my best, yet that fear is growing inside of me. its making me freak out and just make me wanna burst into tears. poly as well, school's starting in less than 10 days. yes if i did get into ngee ann. but i'm so afraiddddd. growing up, i realised that my socializing skills worsen in some way or another. i just really prayed hard that i'll be more open and less shy. shy as in really like suepr opennnn. sometimes even with very close friends, i have limits on myself. honestly, i also dk why. :/ so that's part of my new year resolution. better, happier person, (; As what kim says, It's time to stand up tall, wipe the ...