Adeline Quek

YOU'RE DAMN HANDSOMEEE.  ♥ hahaha, i think i'm insane. finally seeing you for like so long since thursday, heh. i shall see you on saturday again, my love. (:

NDP 2011. OMG, I LOVE TODAY TTM. (: WENT TO WATCH FIREWORKS WITH MY BEST FRIENDS. :D CHECKED OUT MY FB FOR E PHOTOS!

A week just flew by. (: Honestly, last week was like pure torture, stayed back in school everyday till 5. omg, and its gonna be the same for the next few weeks ahead, i'm anticipating yet dreading it. i don't exactly mind e self study part, except e part on thursdays. with that guai lan science hod teacher. bleh. ! :/ she's really such an ass. anw, many many many things happened and i'm just too lazy to blog it all here. hahahah. i'll just keep it in my head, all e memories.  (: & i finally met him on thursdayyy! heh, missed him ttm. :D oh yah! today am watching fireworks with sharene, vanessa& fiona! ^^ AM SO DAMN EXCITED. ! + a movie tmw with my boyfriend! <3 Yes, God is good. hahahaha. it seems like he paved the way for me already. But not forgetting e fact that i still am going to study very very hard this weekend, ain't gonna waste it. 

Hello! :D Yes am finally able to finally get back my sense of direction. i learnt to calm myself down and not get panicky. (: well, thanks to God i really am relaxing myself and pacing constantly to catch up on my work. i can do it de! jiayou! hahah, i'm missing u all of a sudden.  i miss your hug. 

(L) hahahah, i really enjoyed today yah. had an awesome step down lunch & it was really memorable because of all mu sec 3 juniors who made it so unforgettable. i was tearing when i read those letters hand written by them and delivered into our hands personally. (: it really warms my heart.  & today i took photos with many many people. hehehe^^ & i tried the 'unexpected touch e cheek thingy' with ian! omg!!!!!! he'd damn damn cute lah. hahahahahaha! i still can't believe i did that! >< btw, i think i should really stopped being so insane. gosh, & today sharene keep pulling my cheeks as and when she likes, that girl ah. a min or so, she pulls and smile to herself. well, insanity does make a person retard, isn't it so true? i've got a real life example. teehee. (: & yeap, went to slackeddd at e playground with council mates and met goldfish there too! bonded quite a lot! hahah, i really missed those times spent with council, i...

:( My grades are dropping.  i hate it. i always had it in me about achieving all the As when i was Sec 1 and 2, but now I've lost it. You know sometimes, i really want it back so badly.  that its driving me insane. :/

SUNDAY GETAWAY! :D today went gyming and swimming in e morning with Zann! ^^ it was pretty fun because it seems like we've got so much to talk that i felt suddenly that dance partner bond is coming back to me. everything it seems like we've drifted apart popped into bubbles. (: meeting up with my best dance mate was fabulous, haha. she wore her cute black specs & we kinda looked like each other!  i think somehow we really look like each other at times. its cool to have a friend like that. :) anw, stayed at he place till like 2plus before i chao go find tiffy! omg, waited at the bus stop till i almost fell asleeep leh! >.< idk why but the suddden tiredness hit me, and i really felt so exhausted like a min after i was so energised! and so i decided to prayed hard for e bus to faster come and him to msg me asap, and God answered my prayer. God is (L). ! went to see some handsome guy at nex, expected he really do looked good! hahah. tiffy had really good ta...

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i think my mind's now hay wired. My whole mind's all about you, that i think i'm insane.  i really miss you a lot a lot. & i really can't imagine life without you, its seems like you're already a part of my life.  (:

:( omg. kimmy's not gonna come back to Sg in dec! oh gosh!!!!!!!!!!! i've been anticipating the day till i see her again, and now her daddy's not allowing her to come over. how am i gonna go over to india?! >.< my mummy is one big obstacle, and my daddy too. i really need God's help at the end of the day. (:

hahahhaha. loved today's studying with sharene, him & dillon! :D laughed like shit until i wanna pee. ! :D "The best times are of now. " i truly agree. (:

Now i just need God's help to make a miracle happen!  (:

:( Now idk why but i'm overwhemled by sadness. i'm crying in my room alone like some stupid fool. i think i really don't know how to treasure the ppl around me, esp my bestfriends. i hate it when i think about the fact that me and him distanced, how i actually pushed him away first.  WHY WHY WHY!  & now its me and her, i can feel the lost of trust in me.  She actually placed her trust in me to keep it a secret.  :/ i seriously missed those times when i'm still alone, when i was able to balanced out my life, not like now. i didn't even know whose of more importance to me in my heart. i lost my sense of direction. Like right now, tears just trickled down my cheeks and i'm here, feeling e numbness in my heart. Adeline, what has gotten in your head these days? 

HAHAHA! FINALLY GET TO UPLOAD ALL E PHOTOS ON FB! (:                                                       YOUTH DAY! ^^ SLACKED AT E CAR PARK! ^^ (8/9/11)  ♥