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Live in the moment

Yes, indeed there's too many things to worry about in life. i shouldn't spent my life over-thinking, over-worrying. There's no point in it. Maybe just living in the present to the fullest is the best thing i can do so far. After hearing your camp dates, my heart kinda sank. We won't have the time to meet during the whole june hols. 2 weeks eh. That's a pretty long time right? 14 days. Can we last through it? Though we've been quite long tgt, going though this seems abit difficult suddenly. Am i used to living a life of two? Am i over reliant on you? I don't want to. I want to be myself. I want to put all of my happiness on you. I want to create my own happiness. Can i? I think its time to be independent, to be by myself and live my own life. But, its time to start building that faith and believe too. Sometimes, i think i lack that faith in us. And it's also time to start doing so. Its just 2 weeks, 14 days.  Short period where we wou...

Holding on

I missed you. I missed the past you. The past you who still bothered to text me the whole night asking me what i'm doing and stuff. The past you who will stay up to talk to me whole night on e phone.  The past you who wouldn't get so angry easily. Where are you? I need to find you back. Please, come back.  :'( Why? Why are people changing?

Memories.

Yes, just wanna talk about my feelings right now. idk why but i'm feeling so overwhelmed by all the memories flushing back in my mind.  There's this sudden feel of nostalgia inside of me and whenever i think of all the things that happened in my life, it makes me wanna cry. :') I just feel so blessed right now, where i am here today. Could have never imagine my life here like a few years back. i'm just so happy to have the friends around me who made my life filled with so many happy memories. I just hope times like these will last. i know things end, but memories never dies. That's why i'm holding on to the memories so preciously. They're my life.  :) Esp you, my love. These days, i've been missing you really bad. Wanting to see you almost everyday if i can. Hehehe, i think i'm "love-sick" already. :P Let's make time for each other alright? Not just for us, but for the friends who made us who we are today and i thank God for...

Happy May ;)

Hellooooo. Heheh it's the first day of May today yay. Feel so happy that it's a public holiday today, finally i was able to sleep longer though i had a tough battle with my tummy this morning. :/ I was awaken by a sudden pain in my tummy and it hurts like shit, honestly. i thought i wanted to just die. i mean seriously, that kind of pain where you just wanna roll on the floor. It's so unbearable until i had to wake my parents up to help me out. Thankfully, i still kept the medicine with me and it saved me.  I wanna find out the real cause of it. Someday, i will.  For now, i just not overstrain my tummy. Guess i did too much leg lifts ytd night till my stomach muscles cramp? That's why Google research said about my cause. Oh well, just pray hard it doesn't happen again. #Unbearable shit And yes, today i went down to Woodlands to support the peeps at Teen Games. Wanted to go down earlier but i needed my rest so badly, thankfully my mummy allowed me to go out. I...