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damn, i seem to be missing him. :( you know sometimes, i really really do hate this kind of feeling esp when i have mixed feelings every time i'm with him. like how i was really happy when he's by my side or sometimes i just don't feel like talking or looking at him at all. bleh. :X i just hope God's able to help me put these overwhelming emotions under control. i really can't let this happen again, because no one will be happy at the end of the day.  When you're in love, you ought to be happy. How come i don't?
:( iGOTTAGETMYFATASSUPANDEXERCISE. RAWRRRR, I'MPUTTINGONWEIGHTSANDITOTALLYHATEIT. TONIGHTCONFIRMMUSTGORUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN~! RUN RUNN RUNNN !
Admit it. Often, we fall in love with the most unexpected person, at the most unexpected time. How true indeed. Hahahah, idk why but i'm missing him every minute every second. (: hahahah, watching Vanessa Hudgen's Say ok music video brought me back all e memories when i was in primary school. During those times, when Zanessa still exist. :/ Times change, people change and yeap, we move on with with life.  But sometime, i wonder and think, isn't time moving to fast? isn't time moving too fast that at time,s you wish you could have e remote to control the clock ticking every minute every second.  People say change is dynamite, i've always wanted to understand it. Like how in the world when ya going to be taking your O levels and leaving this god damn awesome school in less than a month or so. i'll miss the hell of my classroom, the stupid bee like thingy that buzz around sharene and mine tablee. or when we would go to the toilet with no toilet paper and spend...
(: Hahahaha. i'm really happy todayyy. idk why but yeah, i'm totally feeling that way. Perhaps its because its e start of the weekend and i'm really excited and looking forward to it. Perhaps its because ytd night was really absolutely fun, it seems as if that night at subway, those memories came flooding back to me. i love my darlings ttm. ! hehehe, and finally seeing him for like a week later seems so much different. (: i missed e times when we were together. hahaha.  alright la, i admited i do missed him throughout the whole of my prelims.  heh LATER  LATER LATER. I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO LATERR :D
GAWWWWWWWWWWWH.  TODAYY IS E 9/9/11.  TIME PASSED LIKE A BULLET TRAIN. TWOO MORE DAYS TO SCHOOLING TIME. GOSH. & LIKE I DOUBT I'M PREPARED FOR SCHOOL ALRIGHT. :) TODAYY HAD PRETTY LOADS OF FUNN! ^^ EAT PLAY SHOP WALK. OKIEEE, I SHALL STUDY HARD FROM THIS POINT ONWARDS. (VH AGREEMENT; EXPIRES OFFICIALLY ON 15 NOV 2011! ) HWAITING~! :D
yesterday night, i had a long walk. i left e bbq halfway, with like nothing on my mind but just wanting to getaway and have some time alone to myself. i guess i was like overwhelmed by my emotions that i couldn't really enjoy e whole bbq. the stressed thingy is getting to my head again and i hated it. i tried controlling my tears from falling but yeah, it still falls.  Sometimes, i feel like crying and screaming is the only way out to relieve all my stress. :( WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY?? WHY AM I FEELING THIS WAY. THIS SUCKS BIG TIMEEE OKAY! :/ I FEEL SO BAD FOR BEING SUCH AN IDIOT STUDYING AT PPL'S BBQ. BUT WHAT CAN I DO? EVERYTHING IN MY HEAD WAS ABOUT O LEVEL.! ARRRGH. so only leaving the bbq i thought was the best choice i could make. 
HARLO! :D hahahah i'm really happy nowadays!!!!!!!! i really got no clue why but i guess is because i get to see him everyday! ^^ or maybe i think the most important reason is because of God. God makes everyday a better day and i really looked forward to every new day. i really love the times spent with him, it seems that after ytd whole night of daydreaming, i really know how much of importance he is to me. (: You're irreplaceable .  ♥