Beyond words i can say, or describe my current feelings and emotions. Feel so overwhelm by everything that i really just wanna break down and cry. I know this is not the end, yet i just don't know why my heart hurts a lot after hearing what you said. Many a times, at the start when we started off together, i kept worrying if you love me enough and it was always you that i thought of. Then halfway, i realised that maybe it was my turn to worry about myself if i do love you enough so i keep focusing on myself even until now. And despite the changes i realised in you lately, i thought maybe you know this is what happens when someone gets into poly and yes, there's definitely bound to be changes. But i would never imagine it would be due to the reason that your feelings for me are fading. Hearing those words put a sting in my heart and i can't help myself but tear everytime i replay that scene in my head. Like a bulletshot through me. You asked if we could still be clos...
Learning to love and live life bit by bit everday.