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SHOOOOZ. HOWWWWW? TOMORROW ZE ME BAN? I REALLY HOPE WE'LL HAVE ENOUGH FUN YAH! :) WHY NOBODY CAN STAYOVER AT MY HOUSE OR WHY CAN'T ZANN PEI US AT HER HOUSE DOWNSTAIRS. GAWWH. NOW I CAN ONLY PRAY. (: HAIYO I THINK I WANNA GO BATHE LE. CANNOT TAHAN. I SUPER STINK NOW. :X BYE. XOXO.
Don't worry, we'll not end in 2012. Have faith yozx. (:
Yay! i'm finally sitting at home relaxing, sitting on my chair and using the computer. Just as what i always wanted some me time at home. (: i've got it! :D Hahaha, i just calculated the money i've saved in my froggy bank! Total of $84.85! ^^ Its still too little, not what i expected. But at least, i am glad that i'm beginning to know the importance of saving $$! Its really really important! :) Everytime i think of myself holding my froggy bank walking in the streets in future, perhaps even begging for money.i tell myself i cannot anyhow spend money! hahaha during this holidays, i really did spend a lot.  keke, time to start saving up, girl! [: anyway, today is the second last day of 2011. :( Time flies, it passes so fast that gradually i feel that i cannot grasp it at all.  So i gotta treasured every moment, every second right now. (: i shouldn't throw tantrums or start emoing or even give attitude to anybody. Now is not the right time to do...
helloooooooooooo! hahahah love todayy ttm. ;D 2nd time playing kite. hehehehehhe. hopefully can meet up with them (cody, celia, zann, shiying, tk and emma) again! ^^ hahahahahahha i got sunburn today. darn! but hehehe its once in a lifetime experience to get that. so its okayyy! alright, i shall continue using com and see more things! goodnight everybody! (: 4 more days to 2012.
HELLLO HAHAHAH I AM HAPPPYYYYYYYYYYY~ KEKEKEKE. NOW MY MIND IS THE SONG  爱转角. NICEEEE. :) oh well i just can't w8 for e upcoming days though i dread it at times like how time fly so fast and e year is coming to an end. Hopefully, i will be able to be the one to call him tomorrow ^^ Anw i going sleep le, try to have some good sweet dreams tonight yah. :D P.S: Really happy today, thank you baby. (:
God answered my prayers. (Y) hahahah omg i really can't believe how everything turned out so right that even i cannot believe it with my own eyes!!!!!!!!!!! My best friend and boyfriend are finally getting along well, just like e old times (: & i really thank God for that. i remember myself crying on several nights over this issue which lasted quite longg and now, finally things are beginning to look good!  yay^^ hahahha i'm gonna upload e photos on fb asap! i can't w8 for tmw's zoo outing as well! hahahah! Pray hard tomorrow's weather is great! ;D I KNOW GOD ALWAYS ANSWER MY PRAYERS. <3
ALRIGHHHHHT!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHA I AM SUPER HIGH TODAY. HEHEH, MY MOOD IS VERY GOOD NOW! ^^ i really enjoyed today. totally. TGI Fridays rocks e house yoz~! :) hahahaha, i love e dance we gonna perform in public tmw! YAY!  hahaha, i can't w8! honestly, i can like hyperventilate here right now. gosh! >.< But still, i kinda scared for tomorrow. the typing in of the pos system thingtyyy. oh godddddd. okay let me practice and try revise throught what i learnt here. hmm, fire beverages, appetizers, salads and soups. Main course delay, inclduign desserts. (Always) No appetizers, fire main course straight. Desserts delay still. :) hahhaaha. i hope i'm right about it! ^^ YAY BABY! WE GONNA ROCK 112 KATONG TOMORROW.  BRING IT ON! :D oh yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, and i got this real big problem with me. okay, its been really serious at times. like when e next day is prom, i couldn't get to sleep! dangggggggg. > :( i keep tossing and turning i...
OMGGGG. TODAY'S MY 2ND DAY OF WORK!  HEHEHEHE! ^^ TODAY'S NOT BAD, PRETTY GOOD I CAN SAYY. HAHAHAH! HONESTLY, I HOPE TMW'S GONNA BE A GOOD PRACTICE FOR ME. (: IDC HOW MANY MISTAKES I MAKE. I WANNA LEARN! YEAH, THIS IS THE POSITIVE ATTIUDE I NEED TO ADAPT! :D OH YAH AND MY DARLING HAS LINKED THE YOUA RE THE APPLE OF MY EYE MOVIE ON FB! ALRIGHT! WE CAN WATCH ON FRIDAYYYY! ^^ HEHEHEH, HOPE I DON'T END LATE ON FRIDAYY!  OR NOT WATCH ON SATURDAY NIGHT LORH. HAHAHHA! I NOW VERY HAPPY! MAYEB ITS BECAUSE OF FB. SUDDENLY, MY MIND FLOODED WITH ALL THE PRIMARY SCH MEMORIES, FOND MEMORIES INDEED. (: HEHEH, NOW  I LOOKING FOFRWARD TO WORK TMW. COS CAN SEE MY FRIENDS. ESP EZEK. SUDDENLY COME TO THINK ABOUT IT, I KINDA MISS HIM AND HIS JOKER PERSONALITY. :P SOOOOOO YUP. AM GONNA HELP MY MAMA PAINT HER NAILS. HAIYOH. SHE KEEP NAG NAG NAG AT ME WHEN I GONNA HELP HER PAINT HER NAILS. >< BUI TAHAN!! OH YAH AND HI PIGGY FOR READING MY BLOG. KEKE^^ CAN/T W8 TO SE...
We have 28 more days to turn this year into something good. SO TRUEEEEEEEEE! so yeap, i ain't gonna care about e fucking lot of people who make me si bei du lan today! bleh! :X HONESTLY, F OFF. (: hahahahah! i guess i shall not be so negative minded and depress myself further with these irritants. yeash, irritants in society makes S'pore so uglyyyy! :/ Its sad right, how realistic and cheapscake people are, in reality. the truth always hurts. yes indeed, in this world. there are more devils than angels.  EXPECT E UNEXPECTED. Just hope tomorrow's a better crowd. (:
oh yeash after watching MAMAs todayy, it made me grow back my love for kpop! (L) alright!!!! hahaha, i love it how all e stars fly to sg to attend this asian music festival 2011! wooots! Actually i do hope i get the chance to go, in fact! (: i've never been to any kpop concert at all. & honestly, going for any one is still a great experience for me i believe! ^^ anw, i do hope there will be chances for me to attend such concerts etc!  :D
OMYGAWHHHH ITS THE 22 NOVEMBER ALREADYY!!!!!!!!! HAIZ, TIME PASS DAMN FAST, HONESTLY. :( hahah, my mind is still into yesterday. yesterday was e best night of all! ^^ hehehe, everytime i think about those moments spent together with all my friends in kcpss, i tear. :( these memories i'll always hold close to my heart, becoz its so precious. ytd was our PROM NIGHT 2011. :D i still can't believe that yah, its gonna be e last prom night of all in my life since i've decided to go to poly. haiz, but e one most important fact i gotta admit is that: this batch is an effing awesome one! (L) hahahah, it was totallty our night ytd after e dance floor opened. people started walking to the stage and dancing and jumping along with the music! hahaha, thank God e stage didn't fall apart. :P & yup, took loads of photos ytd. hahaha, now i don't even remember how many cameras of others we've used. i like it when everyone is going around saying, "hey! let's t...
OMGGGGGGGGG ITS OVER. ! :D HAHAHAH. IDK BUT THAT GREAT SENSE OF HAPPINESS THAT I FELT WHEN I STEPPED OUT OF E EXAM HALL! FORM NOW ON, NO MORE STUDYYING. YEEPE! :) HEHEH. WENT TO EAT MAC AFTER THE LAST PAPER-BIO MCQ. HAHAH, COULDN'T RESIST IT ANYMORE. ATE FILLET O FISH STUDENT MEAL! SHIOK AH~! ^^ I STILL ORDERED SPRITE YAH I CANNOT AFFORD TO GIVE UP DIETING! DO U KNOW HOW MUCH HARM WHEN U CONSUME COKEE! IT CAUSES CANCER AND MAKE U FAT. ETC....SO YUP, COKE IS BADDD FOR HEALTH! :D & MANAGED TO SEE HIM TODAYY! YAY! HAHAH UNEXPECTEDLY, BUT STILL LIKED IT. HE LOOK KINDA CUTE HOT IN HIS UNIFORM! HAHAHAH! YUPP, AM KINDA TIREDD. I GUESS I SHLD GET SOME REST AND TAKE A SHORT NAPP! :) LATER AM GOING GET HIS STUFF ANWWW!  STILL THINKING OF TOMORROW. ALL E PLANS YAH! HAHAHAH! I JUST HOPE I'LL HAVE SOMETHING IN MIND BY E END OF TODAYY. OH HE'S TURNING SIXTEEN TOMORROW! <3
Tomorrow's the day.  Its the start of a really hectic week. i should be focusing, but now i can't. :( i'm starting to think too much. again. i hate it when so many thoughts flood through my mind. Problems are starting to arise when my freedom is coming. Why do i have to face it? i don't want! i just want to live life as freely as i want without thinking so much. School is starting next year, 11 jan. i meant poly life. :/ So fast right, time flies! that's one part i really disliked, i don't have much time left to do the many things i want. such an ass. ! & he's going to be working soon, but i can only start at the end of novemeber. Honestly, i don t want to work i'm left with only a month or so and i got to work to provide me with the money to play for all i want. and i'm having problems finding jobs to do. Because i doubt that awfully chocolate requires two cashiers in a month.  So i'm thinking of finding a job. A proper job. A...
^^ heheh, i'm happy! Really very happy! :D I don't really know why, but the fact that i'm such in a good mood is because one week of exams has finally passed. Though the upcoming week is hectic and very tiring, but i'm  looking froward to it! All the years of preparations can now come to an end! (: YAY!  i just completed one Amaths P1, that sense of satisfaction is really great! i love that feeling! Definitely looking forward to practicing more to ensure that i give my best shot in the examination hall! i must continue to jiayou le!  AQCM FIGHTING! (:
Meaningful. (:
i'm starting to think about the days ahead.  i'm getting teary eyed thinking about everything i've been through for this past year and the last three years spent in kcpss. :( i just want the time to pass slowly. God, just give me more days more time with my friends. (:
GROUP STUDYING DATE! ^^ hahaha. it was fun! though i didn't really touch Amath which i told myself umpteen times that i gotta do so. Haiya, i guess i really got to build up on my mood. & recently things have been getting out of control, sometimes things just don't go the way you want and i hate it. :/ and the worst is that i cannot do anything to reverse the situation. bleh. i just really really hope she will like him back again. i know you can't change feelings, but i just hope at least those negative feelings will turn into positive ones. :( it sucks when your best girlfriend and boyfriend falls out because it was your fault. because of your arrogance. 
(: Well, its been quite some time since i'm really into Amath. oh well I've been really trying hard to get my differentiation and integration right, and i guess i just got to practice. :D NOW I GOTTA KEEP DOING AND JIAYOUSSS! I JUST WANT AT THE END OF E DAY TO GET MINE DESERVED GRADE. OF COURSE MUST HAVE IMPROVEMENT. IF NOT ALL MY EFFORTS WILL JUST GO DOWN THE DRAIN!  ^^ & recently, he's been really busy packing his house. poor thing, i hope he don't tire himself out and his cough as well. i hope he faster recover. it sucks when you fall sick esp right after your exams ended. So i got to drink loads of water as well, i got a tinge feeling that i might fall sick anytime. :X i can feel the itching of my throat. bleh.  okay bah, i should continue to do my work! kuddos! :D
(: yay! i've completed my english comprehension&summary! alright, along with the completion of the emaths prelim paper i  started  on a few days ago. heheh, i guess i'm back on the track of mugging really hard because i feel really diasppointed with my results. it has never been this bad before and i guess i could really do something to push my grades back up again! (: After all e disappointment, its time for me to continue working hard. i think now i really got to approach my teachers for help. its irritating when u keep getting stuck at questions that costs like 1 or 2 marks. okay, maybe questiongs deserving more marks. But hell ya, i'm gonna open my mouth and ASK. ! ;D oh and idk but i get the feeling that today's friday. okay so yup, half the week flew by, time really flies. i was looking forward to friday because its when i can get to buy new stationary for my exams. gosh, all my pens and pencils and erasers+rulers are really dirty and un-usable. i'm so...
ROLY POLY ROLY ROLY POLY~! HEH, I'M STARTING TO LOVE THIS SONG MORE AND MORE.  (: & TODAY'S GONNA BE ANOTHER ROUND OF MUGGING! ALRIGHT! JIAYOU!  :D
damn, i seem to be missing him. :( you know sometimes, i really really do hate this kind of feeling esp when i have mixed feelings every time i'm with him. like how i was really happy when he's by my side or sometimes i just don't feel like talking or looking at him at all. bleh. :X i just hope God's able to help me put these overwhelming emotions under control. i really can't let this happen again, because no one will be happy at the end of the day.  When you're in love, you ought to be happy. How come i don't?
:( iGOTTAGETMYFATASSUPANDEXERCISE. RAWRRRR, I'MPUTTINGONWEIGHTSANDITOTALLYHATEIT. TONIGHTCONFIRMMUSTGORUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN~! RUN RUNN RUNNN !
Admit it. Often, we fall in love with the most unexpected person, at the most unexpected time. How true indeed. Hahahah, idk why but i'm missing him every minute every second. (: hahahah, watching Vanessa Hudgen's Say ok music video brought me back all e memories when i was in primary school. During those times, when Zanessa still exist. :/ Times change, people change and yeap, we move on with with life.  But sometime, i wonder and think, isn't time moving to fast? isn't time moving too fast that at time,s you wish you could have e remote to control the clock ticking every minute every second.  People say change is dynamite, i've always wanted to understand it. Like how in the world when ya going to be taking your O levels and leaving this god damn awesome school in less than a month or so. i'll miss the hell of my classroom, the stupid bee like thingy that buzz around sharene and mine tablee. or when we would go to the toilet with no toilet paper and spend...
(: Hahahaha. i'm really happy todayyy. idk why but yeah, i'm totally feeling that way. Perhaps its because its e start of the weekend and i'm really excited and looking forward to it. Perhaps its because ytd night was really absolutely fun, it seems as if that night at subway, those memories came flooding back to me. i love my darlings ttm. ! hehehe, and finally seeing him for like a week later seems so much different. (: i missed e times when we were together. hahaha.  alright la, i admited i do missed him throughout the whole of my prelims.  heh LATER  LATER LATER. I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO LATERR :D
GAWWWWWWWWWWWH.  TODAYY IS E 9/9/11.  TIME PASSED LIKE A BULLET TRAIN. TWOO MORE DAYS TO SCHOOLING TIME. GOSH. & LIKE I DOUBT I'M PREPARED FOR SCHOOL ALRIGHT. :) TODAYY HAD PRETTY LOADS OF FUNN! ^^ EAT PLAY SHOP WALK. OKIEEE, I SHALL STUDY HARD FROM THIS POINT ONWARDS. (VH AGREEMENT; EXPIRES OFFICIALLY ON 15 NOV 2011! ) HWAITING~! :D
yesterday night, i had a long walk. i left e bbq halfway, with like nothing on my mind but just wanting to getaway and have some time alone to myself. i guess i was like overwhelmed by my emotions that i couldn't really enjoy e whole bbq. the stressed thingy is getting to my head again and i hated it. i tried controlling my tears from falling but yeah, it still falls.  Sometimes, i feel like crying and screaming is the only way out to relieve all my stress. :( WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY?? WHY AM I FEELING THIS WAY. THIS SUCKS BIG TIMEEE OKAY! :/ I FEEL SO BAD FOR BEING SUCH AN IDIOT STUDYING AT PPL'S BBQ. BUT WHAT CAN I DO? EVERYTHING IN MY HEAD WAS ABOUT O LEVEL.! ARRRGH. so only leaving the bbq i thought was the best choice i could make. 
HARLO! :D hahahah i'm really happy nowadays!!!!!!!! i really got no clue why but i guess is because i get to see him everyday! ^^ or maybe i think the most important reason is because of God. God makes everyday a better day and i really looked forward to every new day. i really love the times spent with him, it seems that after ytd whole night of daydreaming, i really know how much of importance he is to me. (: You're irreplaceable .  ♥
TIRED. ! todayy was really quite sucky because i let my emotions take over me. i let that anger, that frustration, that sadness to let it overwhelm me that i couldn't look at things positively. i hated myself. why couldn't i just let it go and just think of another better plan so that even though there is no god damn pit stop there, we'll still have a good place to go and celebrate! instead, i became so obsessed about my emotions that i became so quiet and all alone, ignoring my friends who were showing concern. :/ After coming home and reading the book "Life without limits".  i finally understood how that my attitude is like the remote control for the television set. that if he program i'm watching doesn't do anything for me, i can just simply grab e remote and change it. its like how i can adjust my attitude in much e very same way when i didn't get e results i want. when i wanted to go cycling but there wasn't any bike shop in sight. Thankfu...
Come to think about it, i think its really amazing that kim's going strong and well in some foreign land. Well, i'm really happy for her and definitely, i do hope to see her 'SOON'! ^^ & it seems that everyday, you're not getting the sleep u need. Please just sleep early! :/ its not good for your health leh. ! hiayayayayay! he's making me worried. darn, he should know it himself! still want sleep in class!!  Just sleep early lah, fool! Tsk.
THANK YOU LORD! I'VE GOTTEN AN A1 FOR MY CHINESE! THERE ARE NO WORDS TO DESCRIBE THIS FEELING BECAUSE I'M SO FUCKING HAPPY! :D WHEN MY NAME WAS CALLED OUT THIS MORNING, I CRIED. (: BUT IT WAS TEARS OF JOY!  I REALLY DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO EMBRACE THE WHOLE THING. BUT I JUST KNOW THAT BECAUSE I WORKED HARD FOR MY CHINESE, SO I DID WELL! ^^ WE REAP WHAT WE SOUGHT!  I JUST PRAY HARD THAT NEXT YEAR, SIMILARLY I'LL CRY TEARS OF JOY! ALONG WITH MY BEST FRIENDS!!!!!!!!! :D
OMYFREAKING GOSH. TOMOOROW WE'RE RECEIVING OUR O LVEVEL MOTHER TONGUE RESULTS. HAIYA, BUT HOW COME I'VE GOT NO DARN FEELING ABOUT IT RIGHT NOW?? :/ OH WELL, I GUESS I'LL FEEL E NEERVOUSNESS BY TMW. I REALLY DO HOPE I'LL DO WELL, AND E PPL AROUND ME TOO! GOD BLESS US YAH! <3
WTF LAH. EAT VITAMIN ALSO MUST FORCE PPL. CCB. LIKE PLS LAH, HOW OLD AM I ALREADY. IS THERE A NEED TO CHECKED ON ME AND EVEN E DUSTBIN TO MAKE SURE E GODDAMN TABLET IS MY STOMACH. FISH U. SERIOUSLY, WHAT FUCK DOES E VITAMIN REALLY DO!
i'm day dreaming. (: i've been thinking a lot these days, thinking about the future when we will all let our hair down and burn our books, the day we really break free. i thought about the many many places we'll go. Wild wild wet and how the day will go. i guess i'm insane. its not even o level over and my whole mind's about the days of fun. i guess i should stop all these "holidays ideas" for the time being, now in my head should be the strong determination i need to study really hard for my big big major exam coming up!! :D i know God will be by my side and that i always know i can do all things through Christ who strengthens them. yes, i must perservere. because i know i can do it and at the end of the day, i'll be crying tears of joy. 
YOU'RE DAMN HANDSOMEEE.  ♥ hahaha, i think i'm insane. finally seeing you for like so long since thursday, heh. i shall see you on saturday again, my love. (:
NDP 2011. OMG, I LOVE TODAY TTM. (: WENT TO WATCH FIREWORKS WITH MY BEST FRIENDS. :D CHECKED OUT MY FB FOR E PHOTOS!
A week just flew by. (: Honestly, last week was like pure torture, stayed back in school everyday till 5. omg, and its gonna be the same for the next few weeks ahead, i'm anticipating yet dreading it. i don't exactly mind e self study part, except e part on thursdays. with that guai lan science hod teacher. bleh. ! :/ she's really such an ass. anw, many many many things happened and i'm just too lazy to blog it all here. hahahah. i'll just keep it in my head, all e memories.  (: & i finally met him on thursdayyy! heh, missed him ttm. :D oh yah! today am watching fireworks with sharene, vanessa& fiona! ^^ AM SO DAMN EXCITED. ! + a movie tmw with my boyfriend! <3 Yes, God is good. hahahaha. it seems like he paved the way for me already. But not forgetting e fact that i still am going to study very very hard this weekend, ain't gonna waste it. 
Hello! :D Yes am finally able to finally get back my sense of direction. i learnt to calm myself down and not get panicky. (: well, thanks to God i really am relaxing myself and pacing constantly to catch up on my work. i can do it de! jiayou! hahah, i'm missing u all of a sudden.  i miss your hug. 
(L) hahahah, i really enjoyed today yah. had an awesome step down lunch & it was really memorable because of all mu sec 3 juniors who made it so unforgettable. i was tearing when i read those letters hand written by them and delivered into our hands personally. (: it really warms my heart.  & today i took photos with many many people. hehehe^^ & i tried the 'unexpected touch e cheek thingy' with ian! omg!!!!!! he'd damn damn cute lah. hahahahahaha! i still can't believe i did that! >< btw, i think i should really stopped being so insane. gosh, & today sharene keep pulling my cheeks as and when she likes, that girl ah. a min or so, she pulls and smile to herself. well, insanity does make a person retard, isn't it so true? i've got a real life example. teehee. (: & yeap, went to slackeddd at e playground with council mates and met goldfish there too! bonded quite a lot! hahah, i really missed those times spent with council, i...
:( My grades are dropping.  i hate it. i always had it in me about achieving all the As when i was Sec 1 and 2, but now I've lost it. You know sometimes, i really want it back so badly.  that its driving me insane. :/
SUNDAY GETAWAY! :D today went gyming and swimming in e morning with Zann! ^^ it was pretty fun because it seems like we've got so much to talk that i felt suddenly that dance partner bond is coming back to me. everything it seems like we've drifted apart popped into bubbles. (: meeting up with my best dance mate was fabulous, haha. she wore her cute black specs & we kinda looked like each other!  i think somehow we really look like each other at times. its cool to have a friend like that. :) anw, stayed at he place till like 2plus before i chao go find tiffy! omg, waited at the bus stop till i almost fell asleeep leh! >.< idk why but the suddden tiredness hit me, and i really felt so exhausted like a min after i was so energised! and so i decided to prayed hard for e bus to faster come and him to msg me asap, and God answered my prayer. God is (L). ! went to see some handsome guy at nex, expected he really do looked good! hahah. tiffy had really good ta...
i think my mind's now hay wired. My whole mind's all about you, that i think i'm insane.  i really miss you a lot a lot. & i really can't imagine life without you, its seems like you're already a part of my life.  (:
:( omg. kimmy's not gonna come back to Sg in dec! oh gosh!!!!!!!!!!! i've been anticipating the day till i see her again, and now her daddy's not allowing her to come over. how am i gonna go over to india?! >.< my mummy is one big obstacle, and my daddy too. i really need God's help at the end of the day. (:
hahahhaha. loved today's studying with sharene, him & dillon! :D laughed like shit until i wanna pee. ! :D "The best times are of now. " i truly agree. (:

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:( Now idk why but i'm overwhemled by sadness. i'm crying in my room alone like some stupid fool. i think i really don't know how to treasure the ppl around me, esp my bestfriends. i hate it when i think about the fact that me and him distanced, how i actually pushed him away first.  WHY WHY WHY!  & now its me and her, i can feel the lost of trust in me.  She actually placed her trust in me to keep it a secret.  :/ i seriously missed those times when i'm still alone, when i was able to balanced out my life, not like now. i didn't even know whose of more importance to me in my heart. i lost my sense of direction. Like right now, tears just trickled down my cheeks and i'm here, feeling e numbness in my heart. Adeline, what has gotten in your head these days? 
HAHAHA! FINALLY GET TO UPLOAD ALL E PHOTOS ON FB! (:                                                       YOUTH DAY! ^^ SLACKED AT E CAR PARK! ^^ (8/9/11)  ♥