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Happy Bitch :)

Hellloooooooo there~ Heheheheh today imma feeling so happy. :D weeeeee. Guess it's because in an hour time, it's gonna be my birthday yay!!!!!!!!!!! (Y) HAHAHAHAH. Honeslty, i can't believe i'm gonna turn eighteen like really soon. Being eighteen seems so far away from me, hehehe i still wanna be young ya know? ;D I'm excited, yet not excited too. Hahahah many mixed feelings right now, mostly estactic. It seems like i'm approaching a whole new life of being eighteen, the legal age of most things.  Hahahah that is one part i'm really looking forward and am excited.  :) Legal age to watch M18 movies, go clubbing & drinking. Hmm, what else? Hahahaha, i'm definitely not gonna smoke alright, hahahah though at times i felt that it might be worth a try. Oh well, shall banish that stupid thought. Hahahah sometimes, i do think of a lot of stupid & pretty retarded things. Hehehe. & i feel kinda unexcited because being eighteen means that i...
The only thing i can say right now is that i'm feeling so happy. ;) It feels good to feel this way, can't imagine if i'm gonna feel this way everyday. i think i'll love each and everyday even more. i guess its because of today our HOM project is like almost done already. Heheh and i'm so glad i managed to finish up the blueprint part. Hahahaha. We sat from 10 all the way to 5 in the library, minus an hour for lunch break. But yeah, we did it! Kuddos. (Y) Happy max. & adding on meeting my loved ones made me feel happier too. Didn't went shopping for a real long time. Glad that i bought a new tee for CNY. :D Anyway, i can't believe my birthday is coming in less than a week's time.  Seems so long and far away. Turning older every second and minute. OH GOD. But hopefully, turning into a more mature girl and a better person. The person i aspire to be. :) Looking forward to many things this year. The choices and decisions i ...
Everything will be alright, i know that. Yes, i definitely need some assurance that perhaps today may be a bad day, but tomorrow is definitely gonna be a very good day. Because God wants us to wake up to a better day everyday. :) I'm feeling so much different emotions now that it seemed hard to control, so many little things that i'll be influenced and affected. Many things are happening, and it's pretty hard to control the way things happen because you can't just want everything to go your way. Been feeling really stressed up recently that it's making me feel a little unwell. :/ Couldn't eat properly, either eating very little or eating my meals irregularly. I don't have a clue why. Perhaps i'm stressed up, on the inside. I've always been wanting to finish up everything on my to-do list asap that my body's clock kinda screwed. Hate it how my body's feeling this way, hopefully the stress will go away soon. So i decided to research on some way...

A new day, a new year and a new beginning.

Yes, today is the last day of my 2 weeks holidays. BOO. :( Can't believe school's reopening tomorrow, it seemed that i'm still on break. Haven't been able to get in touch with reality, ytd seemed so 2012. Even today, somehow. 1 year has passed, in fact it zoomed past. I guess its because everyone's so busy until time seems to go on and on that we didn't realized how fast our lives are going. Honestly, thinking back on year 2012, i've been through lots of things that seemed to happened only recently when it happened so long ago. Wow.  Like ytd, i was looking through my fb photos and really realized that i've made a lot of new friends this year. i attended quite a lot of camps, and so the number of friends grew. i still remembered my worry of trying to spend enough time for all of them. Hahaha, it was really tough trying to manage your time so well that it fits all your other friend's schedule as well. i did it, i guessed. i appear at ou...