I didn't expect to receive that email. Full of disappointment in myself. If only i could have done better, maybe it would be so different. Rejected for the very first time i thought i wouldn't be. I WANNA CRY SO BADLY. & I've been waiting online for you for a few hours already, where did you go to? Didn't we agree to talk on Wednesday night? Have you forgotten or you're too tired? I keep waiting for you to reply because i got so many things to tell you and i need someone shoulder to lean on right now. But you're not there. :( You know, i will just keep waiting for you until i got no more reasons to wait for you anymore. This feels like a long distance relationship where our only form of communication is through fb/skype. If this is gonna last throughout, i don't think i can take it. I'm always the one waiting. What about you?
Learning to love and live life bit by bit everday.