Adeline Quek

I honestly wonder if some people ever realized the definition of "effort" and doing it for real.  Because sometimes, these people just fucked it up real bad.  They do nothing, just waiting for the others to do something and sometimes, its really frustrating. It's tiring for one to keep putting in the effort and the best you could do was to put in some too. I just wonder why it's so difficult for some to just put in some effort, but now i guess i figured out, we're didn't matter much in the eyes of these people. They just don't give a damn about all these, but yet the stupid ones like us just keep pulling them back in.  I wonder why i'm one of those ignorant stupid ones.

Hello, it's been a while since i blogged. :) Well, it's been a really long week since the end of Eoy till now and finally i have some time to myself.  So yeah, was thinking of something while i was watching my drama.  Suddenly it came to my mind, was it because of my stubborn and strong-headed personality that we couldn't get along eventually? Because two strong-headed persons can never get along tgt well and be attracted to one another, maybe that's why we both have walked down this road till today. But no matter what, i just know that i want to be a better me.  Now till the future, i want to be a better self so that people will love me more for who i am. Maybe i'm lacking of certain qualities or not being entirely myself or maybe i'm still changing, i really hope i can slowly reduce my bad habits and be a better girl. I want to be less stubborn, more helpful and initiative, control my anger management, stop saying vulgarities. I guess there's many...