Adeline Quek

Hehehe yeszxzxz finally i gotten  my mood back to blog. Honestly, it's almost been a month and i haven't been blogging much. Felt so guilty because i've so much to say for this month since my last post. :) First thing first, ITS THE HOLIDAYS NOW. WOOHOO~! All poly students break loose. Teehee finally comes the time of freedom where i can just sleep anytime i want and wake up as late as 12/1+! :D Life feels so good! Hahahah this is how i'm feeling right now, at this very moment. :) Anyway, today was a really great day catching up with that horse (Wen2) Hehehe it was a 3 girls outing~ Met up in town where we walked around orchard central, looking at those blogshops clothes.  OMGAWWW I REALLY WANNA SHOP SO BADLY. BUT RESISTING MY TEMPTATION BECZU OF BANGKOK TRIP WHICH IZZN'T EVEN CONFRMED. >;( SOBS. i really pray hard and locked fingers we're going, pleaseee? i've never been overseas shopping before and i really want it.  Just ...

Love the cooling yet insane weather nowadays. It's like a form of peace sign to me because this is the only time where i can get to ponder a lot on many things on my bus ride home. :D' Just like today, i was thinking of a lot of things as i gazed at the rainy scenery. I was busy thinking of the various jobs i'm going to do, it keeps me pretty excited because its as if i'm going to relieve those memories of working with my friends last year. I still remember when we had to dressed up in our different costumes and give out flyers, from there now i'm working as redemption staff and crowd control member. Wow, hahah can't believe that i'm exploded with so much opportunities to work now when i really need $$$ too. Also, i'm so happy that my good friends and i are working together, because really the joy of working together is amazing. ;) Love that feeling. Super looking forward to my 'midnight job' wee heheh because it's gonna be my first ti...

Hello. :) Been pretty busy these past days.  Suddenly, when i'm finally left with myself to relax and enjoy the night, it feels so different. i feel so restless & tired. Perhaps its because i'm suddenly left with nothing to do, and the fact that you're away and i can't msg you.  i guess i'm missing lots of things right now, it's making me feel so emotional. Ytd's prom night made me reminiscence of last year's prom, back then how young and wild we are. Busy preparing for e big night, travelling to the hotel and meeting all the handsome guys and pretty ladies, taking photos and dancing throughout e night. i'm having prom-sick right now. Missed 21/11/11 tons loads. :'( Its nearing the end of November, i wonder how this year is gonna end. Will it be the same as last year? :) i really hope so.  Trying to adapt to the many changes.  & i'm so glad its e-learning week now, because i really need some time to think about some thing...

Today, i'm really thankful.  Thankful for the many things in my life that God has given me. :) I feel really blessed and it's really heartwarming. Having made such great friends in poly & still maintaining in close contact with sec school friends, i really loved how i'm here today. God has given me plenty of things and i really really am so thankful for that. I really loved how my life is heading in this direction, esp for my studies. Just now, i received a letter from Ngee Ann. Thinking that it was perhaps the letter sent from the Financial Instituition to inform that the money for the insurance thingy is settled, but apparently it was reagarding my studies. I GOT INTO THE DIRECTOR'S LISTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDD OMG.  I WAS STUNNED. TO BE HONEST. BUT REALLY HAPPY AS WELL. Because i know that my hard work is being rewarded. :) It really is a big encouragement to me personally, because it makes me even more motivated to keep up the good job o...

It's feels great to be blogging at such a timing, never been doing this for quite some time. (: I realised i've been going through a lot, emotionally. Many things have been on my mind and it bothered me a lot. Just like yesterday, i've been thinking, thinking and thinking. Thinking of almost everything about you, esp your flaws. Until it almost made me made a rash decision. Thankfully, there was my very good friend there to talk it out with. She told me to think really carefully before making any decisions and i did that. Today, i'm here with a decision.  I'm here with a decision that i should look beyond your flaws, and love you for you are. :) Sometimes i feel that our characters clash at times. Like how i think you should have think on my perspective at times and show a bit more care to me. Like how you should stop thinking i am angry when i'm not, because i'm feeling something else. Like how i'm angry because there is always a reason...

It's really time to embrace whatever we have in our hands because no matter what it is, it is the best gift God has given us. :)

Heyllo!  Heheh today is a really good day. idk why but i'm feeling so happy! :) Is it because its Monday and perhaps the start of a good week? Well, i've no clue at all. Hahah i just know that my mood was really good today because i keep smiling inside out to myself.  School was pretty good today though even though i think i might have gotten lost halfway during MICE tutorial. Hahaha finally able to differentiate between conference and convention! Convention has exhibitions and is organized on a much larger scale but conference has no exhibitions and is organized on a much smaller scale.  :D  Yes, shall pay more attention to tutorials. Well just that for tomorrow, i'm so gonna glue my eyes to the presentation slides and listen to the lecturer darn hard. i can't believe its lecture the whole day. Goodness me, so not used to it. >< But i shall adapt to it and really study hard for this semester. i really really hope to achieve better results. 3.8 GPA HER...

Hey there! I'm backkk. Heheh after a 3D2N Cruise trip on board Superstar Virgo! :D It was a pretty good and fun experience because its not only my first time on board a cruise, but with the company of your friends too. :) Well, pictures tell a thousand words. So Facebook actually sums up my whole cruise experience. ;) Anyway just wanna say, there're so many things happening that i can't really seem to grasp hold of time well.  Time spent tgt with him is getting lesser & shorter. >:( Missed him so much. And this feeling of missing sucks big time when school's starting in less than 2 days.

Yes, that's so true. I'm so happy!! (: Finally i watched finish To the Beautiful You. :D Heheh after seeing the ending, i fell in love with it. i really love the ending, though it ended a bit erupt. Its heartwarming to see how love can withstands all things.  Honestly speaking, i was crying my heart out at the last episode.  It was so sad that i couldn't control my tears.  She was hiding what happened from him and still could act as if nothing has happened. i cannot imagine how strong she was inside, trying to spend the very last day happily tgt with him before she left. Somehow i will always think of the girl as me, like what if it was me? Would i be doing the same thing? Somehow i guess i would.  i wouldn't want the person i like to give up his dreams because of me. We will still meet one day,i believe. :) & now i'm starting to think of next year, when i'm gonna be in Year 2. There'll be an immersion programme overseas. And come t...

Today, i just realised what kind of friend am i? I just know i can never forgive myself. 

HELLO! ":) hehehe so had the mood to blog today because i really need to say something and at the same time, advertise this particular product that's so AWESOME AND FABULOUSLY GOOD that i think i'm gonna get it after i used finish that bottle. :D Its the Veet! ^^ Its really very good at removing body hair, any part of body you wanna remove. Underarms, arms or even legs. Its SUPER EFFECTIVE because even the short hair gets removed away as well. In which, if you consider shaving or plucking cannot exactly remove as clean as Veet. :) Let me show you a preview of this wonderful product~! hahah so yes is this product i'm currently using.  Just used it the first time today though. (: i'm using the pink one on e left.  Well, actually they did differentiate the products. E.g. Pink (Normal Skin) Green (Dry Skin) So yup, i really recommend it to anyone if you guys have problems with hair, esp on your legs or underarms. Now with Veet, i feel so much hap...

:) Anyway just wanted to blogged to talked about my feelings. Honestly, i'm a really lucky girl. i just couldn't realise that any earlier.  Having you in my life is the best thing that can happen. :D Yeah, have to agree with that. i guess i can say we've been through a lot. And recently, i think i'm being a biatch. :/ i keep getting emotional easily and let my feelings take in control of myself that i wasn't able to behave like myself. In e end, i vent everything on you. Sorry baby! I really don't know why i've been acting in such a way. i guess i expect too much from you at times and somehow its impossible for you to be who i want you to be becuz you are you. The unique you. The cute retarded lame fellow i fell for. :) i'm sorry for all the fights i caused and i know it ain't good to keep fighting but i somehow believe fighting will make us closer. Hahah heard this quote somewhere though. They say it would bring our relationship to the next l...

The past few days has made me grew a few realisations. Staying at home for two complete days without even stepping out of the door led me to do a lot of thinking & i'm pretty glad that i fell sick too. :) It gave me time to rest and think through about my life. However the food poisoning issue was something that is to be the first and the last i'll ever encounter! Cannot imagine the horror i have to go through myself. Puking, diarrhoea, stomach cramps. HOLYCOW. The ordeal of pain that lasted me an entire night. It was so terrible that i really have fear of going back to that restaurant, despite the outlets at Sg, because of my bad experience there. i think i have to wait a couple of months before i can gather my courage to dine there. & i have also set aside 2 new principles that i wanna abide to becuz i know that it's the best for me.  1. No Spurt Vulgarities (esp. the F word) 2. Be Myself After coming back from iDare, i found out a lot of things that i ca...

Particularly love the weather now. It feels so good to be able to relax and do my own things at home :) i miss the relax moments of my life.  heheh but am so glad that its finally the hols so that means i get to REST RELAX MORE. WEE~~~` Actually there's still lots of things going over this hols and thankfully, next week marks the end of a hectic week! ^^ The past few days have been great, been to iDare Pre Glow, TCP Empowerment Camp 2012,   iDare Pre Trip Briefing and many many moreee small little events. :D Time really flies and i'm starting to get really scared for this friday because results are gonna release. Honestly, idk but i don't have a feel like how much i would average for this sem and its terrifying. Its as if at 3pm, suddenly boom the results come out and i'm really so afraid i will suffer a panic attack!! GOSHWHATSTHIS.  But i know i did my best, so i shall just leave everything to the Lord. (: Trust in him. Oh and yes its been much bonding with my...

Alrighty heheh now am me lying on my comfy clean vacuumed bed & blogging for what seems like one of the most anticipated days in this year!! :) Teacher's Day Celebration 2012 which means going back to KCP to visit my teachers and of course, most importantly it is the great bonding time for e Graduating batch of 2011! (L) Omg i can;t imagine what tomorrow will bring, yes i know its already 'tomorrow' but i hate to admit it till i wake up in e morning! Yes, thats me. Hahah back to the story, yes i really am so excited for tomorrow how everything will turns out because i gotta feeling it might be really good. GUESS WHAT? I'MMA WEARING MY SCHOOL UNIFORM BACKKIE! ^^ hehehe. Excitement overwhelms me till my stomach's feeling pretty weird like there's something moving in it. Okay, shall end here because there;s so much tomorrow and i need my sleep!!!Zomg. See ya my darlings ;)

Recently, i found out that i'm actually a really blissful girl  leading a blissful life.  :) i love how events turn out and evolve itself to be like the way i wanted. You can't control anything but you can make a choice by trying to  get things to turn out right. Just like how so many things happened this past week. i've survived through the ordeal of exams!!! YAY YEEPEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ^^ heheh it was pretty unbelievablee. i really promised myself to study hard and do my best for this eoy & i really did it! i just gave whatever i have. So happy with no regrets. Though i'm afraid of what e outcomes will be, but i already gave it my all, so now the rest shall leave it to God's hands. i know that you will be rewarded for your hard work. i believe in that statement. :D & this month is a pretty special month because there're so many events to look forward to. :) National Day, Teacher's Day. NDP 2012 was great, loved how that night turned o...

Heyzxzx!  Am back from my lunch! ^^ Heheh so glad that i've finally e mood to study & be motivated to do my work. Since this morning, my mood was totally gone. Couldn't find it anywhere.  Best part of e day, it was the time of the month & idk why this time its far more painful than the rest. Hurts like shit. Yes.  & when i was about to leave home to study with T, had no choice but decided to rest well for e day. Cannot imagine myself be in pain e whole day outdoors somemore. i'll rather go bang e wall, hahah kidding. (: Okay so yup, i was so sad this morning because i know right now, everyone's out celebrating NDP & i'm not. >;( i miss school celebrations where we get to wear red tees and paste that Sg flag tatoo on our faces. OMGAWH. WHATSTHIS. I WANNA CELEBRATE NDP SO BADLY. BY MYSELF.    NAH, WITHOUT FRIENDS, IT MEANS NOTHING TO ME.  Missed 8 Aug 2012 ttm. The day we went to eat and lepak at Mac at Bras Basah followed by sittin...

i think i love you, do you? Cuz i know that deep down in my heart, i do.  (:

;)  A great Monday has passed. Hehehe one of the best Mondays actually because i'm done with 2 tests. Great sensation when you can get that burden you have with you all this while.  SQTR quiz was pretty alright, i find it was manageble though i made a few careless mistakes SHITTYCRAP. Jap on the other hand, those retarded msitakes that i could have so avoided if i studied the hirangana chart more closely. Always mixed up the 3 characters. WHATSTHISMAN. :/  Was pretty disturbed and affected by my Jap because i actually studied for it and i really got feeling those mistakes would pull my grades down. T.T However, after talking to JingKai in e bus ride home, felt so much better!  It was nice to talk to a old friend and talk about life, esp e current poly life we're in right now. Told him about my Jap & he said, "Its not the results that matter, at least you learn the language." Yeah, totally understood his words. Is the learning process that matte...

Looking through all the HSM videos, made me feel so old all of a sudden. It made me felt that i really had an awesome childhood, filled with all these memories. Zannesa, i miss them so much. Missed those sweet times i see them singing and dancing and laughing during the 3 movies. Love at first sight. <3 "If you really love someone, you shouldn't have to work at it. You finish each others' sentences and have the same sense of humor. "-Vanessa Hudgens Love her quote max. 

Hey guyzxz, how's life? Heheheh life's good, that's my answer.  Finally i'm sitting down and blogging on my lappy, feeling stress-free. Except for the fact that i've Jap speaking test tomorrow which apprarently i haven't revised or touch at all since the last jap lesson. :) Well well, love this weekend max! <3  Hehehe esp ytd, i was out like more than 12 hours straight. Tired like shit but fun like hell. (Y) Had 'Be Nice' event at town! Hahaha it was a really fun and exciting experience because me and my friends all get to be actors & actresses for that day! Weee its like we're in action in disguise? ^^ Loved my role esp. ON CRUTCHES. It was something new to me though i've acted like in my friend's media studies projects for umpteen times because it was a test of the public. To see if they're willing to be kind and help. :) There were many good sights of kindness but sadly, the bad and ugly sights too.  Sometimes it re...

Hello! Its been quite some time since i've blogged. Been really busy recently with all the projects and outings etc until sometimes i feel like i cannot breathe.  & i'm finding Sundays to be less and less productive studying with him, idk why but maybe because i'm wasting time. Haiz, i just can't seem to find a day where i can just relax and chill and just spend the whole day talking. i miss cuddling with him. >:( I NEED TO SEE MORE OF YOU.  Yes omg i wonder if he feels the same way, i just wanna spend more time with him. Dislike it whenever the only time we meet is to study because i will be more into studying when that's our only chance to talk all the random shit.  Chicken Nugget. Whats this.?!!! EOY's coming and i ain't prepared. Need to like settle this week first, so many things until my mind is super effed up to be honest. Sometimes just feel like putting a bullet through my head. KIDDING (: heheh i think i siao liao. But yes, i wanna fuck...

Its Tuesday.  Cold night, was raining from evening till night.  i liked how the breeze blew, it was so cooling. (: So yes, had just finished BStats 'consultation' with my sister. It seems like i barely understand the theory or concept, maybe i did? But then i just didn't know how to apply. :/ i really really got to buck up and work extremely hard. Work smart and work hard. No pain, no gain. Seriously, i've been lowering my expectations and this is not gonna bring me anywhere better. Gotta work hard, shall practice BStats everyday till common test for now!  I MUST DO WELL FOR CT2, CANNOT AFFORD TO LOSE SO MANY MARKS AS BEFORE.  AIM: >45 ? POSSIBLE? For that, i'll leave it to that very day. Baby, i can do it! Nothing is impossible.  Actions speak louder than works.  Okay, tomorrow during break time, shall do some Bstats questions. Shall not waste time lepaking. (: These few days, i've been feeling very tired and lethagic. Its pretty terrible bec...

Hello, heheh good morning! :) Yes i know its pretty early to call it a good morning but still, its dawn already. & YES I'M STILL AWAKE. Hahaha its rare to see me up at such a weird timing in e middle of the night blogging.  Well, apparently my dearest goldfish is here to spend the night with me<3 We were having our ultra long heart to heart talk just now till there's like nothing left to say. (: It somehow feels good when you get to say everything that you're keeping inside of you and just pour it all out to someone who's willing to listen to you. i mean someone that you feel so comfortable with, and thats sharene.  We can practically talk everything under the sun. :D Its cool how our chemistry works. i liked it.  And it was a great friday night because it we were slacking at the playground with kcpians once again! (: That warm feeling in my heart lit up once i see ex-kcpians, it just feels good to be around with them. Though it was kinda awkwa...