Adeline Quek

Hello, heheh good morning! :) Yes i know its pretty early to call it a good morning but still, its dawn already. & YES I'M STILL AWAKE. Hahaha its rare to see me up at such a weird timing in e middle of the night blogging.  Well, apparently my dearest goldfish is here to spend the night with me<3 We were having our ultra long heart to heart talk just now till there's like nothing left to say. (: It somehow feels good when you get to say everything that you're keeping inside of you and just pour it all out to someone who's willing to listen to you. i mean someone that you feel so comfortable with, and thats sharene.  We can practically talk everything under the sun. :D Its cool how our chemistry works. i liked it.  And it was a great friday night because it we were slacking at the playground with kcpians once again! (: That warm feeling in my heart lit up once i see ex-kcpians, it just feels good to be around with them. Though it was kinda awkwa...

So disappointed with my results. Screw you. ;( Esp ITB. What went wrong? i still have no clue. I think my memory kinda sucked on that day, how come all the definition everything i also forget.  Irritating eh, i hate it when my results are so poor when i studied somemore. Worst still, results far from the rest of my friends. T.T Makes me wanna cry more.  Sickening i wanna go play ball and vent my anger on it. Now it all depends on my project work to pull up my grades. But its like 25% of my whole grade ehh. Now its all down the drain waaaaa fuck lahhh damn angryyyy! Why sia? i got paid attention in class okay. Feeling super moody now and i don't have the mood to do any work. :/ Tomorrow we're gonna get back econs, and idk why i got a feeling the results will be something unexpected? i really don't know. Somehow, i just hope and pray silently in my heart that it'll be alright, that everything's gonna be fine. This is just a small failure. It won't hurt y...

SO BORED. OMG. THESE DAYS MY CONCENTRATION LEVEL IS WAY BELOW ZERO... I DIDN'T EVEN DO A SINGLE PIECE OF WORK EXCEPT MY REFLECTIONS THOUGH. WHICH THOUGH LIKE A DAY TO DO ONE? :/ BLEH. WHATS THIS. WHERE IS MY STUDYING MOOD? I NEED YOU BACK. >;( I'M SOOOO SAD HOLIDAYS ARE GONNA BE OVER.. ALRDY LOOKING FORWARD TO SEM BREAK.  & YES, I'M SO BORED TILL I STARTED CAMWHORING.  RETARDED YES I KNOW.  HEHE.  Okay, pardon me for AC. :) i just don't know why i'm in this state. Its retardedly stupid. HAHA.  Tomorrow's Reddians outing <3 YAY! Thankfully Wardina's going, hope it'll be a fun one tmw. Looking forward, cheers :D Oh and yes, i'm now trying to look on the bright side.  I know it ain't easy but i'll try. I'll be less of a girl who splurt vulgarities, less of a girl who get jealous easily and less of a girl who is overly-dependent on her boyfriend.  (: LOVEYOU.

Yes hehehe its time to blog again! Hahahah its been pretty good these few days! Been going out always. >< Hahaha but i like it though, just like today had so much fun!!! :DDD omg its like been ages since we've met up as sec 2 class. though not everybody turned up, but some unusual souls came and i was happy like siaozxzx. hahahah i was fucking happy when the fads could gather once moreee. (FADS=Farah, Adeline, Dahlia and Sharene) Teehee loved it when we went to our usual hangout place to relieve back all the moments and memories. Freaking miss the place like siaozxz. It felt so different when i went with them.  & i DIE DIE WILL UPLOAD THE PHOTOS ON FB.  ;( Miss me secondary school life so much i wanna die. Okay i'm kinda insane. Yes i'm getting emotional now idk why but many things happened too. idk why but i keep thinking of that thing and its bugging me like shit idk why. i know i shouldn't give a shit but its bothering me. WHY DAFUQ SHE DOESN'T W...

I didn't expect to receive that email. Full of disappointment in myself. If only i could have done better, maybe it would be so different. Rejected for the very first time i thought i wouldn't be. I WANNA CRY SO BADLY.   & I've been waiting online for you for a few hours already, where did you go to? Didn't we agree to talk on Wednesday night? Have you forgotten or you're too tired? I keep waiting for you to reply because i got so many things to tell you and i need someone shoulder to lean on right now. But you're not there. :( You know, i will just keep waiting for you until i got no more reasons to wait for you anymore. This feels like a long distance relationship where our only form of communication is through fb/skype. If this is gonna last throughout, i don't think i can take it. I'm always the one waiting. What about you?

yes finally 1 more paper left! :> teehee. Actually i ought to be happy about that since i've like almost 2 days to prepare for this last paper, but then i can't seem to let go of the previous paper. i keep keep keep keep thinking about MAEC.! I think i made a number of careless mistakes and sometimes, i wonder what am i thinking when i'm doing the questions!!! URRGHHH . How come my answers like sooooo different from the rest one eh? SUPERDUPERIRRITATINGMAX. i don't like it when i feel this week, now i cannot seem to enjoy properly my break. Well, i should really let go and just jiayou for the last paper. :) CAN DE ADELINE QUEK. Don't let this affect your emotions for today, tomorrow and even the day after tomorrow. We all make mistakes, just need to learn from it and not repeat it the next time round. :D ohh and yes i left sis's present to do! hahah drag till now then do, i mean since the next paper is on friday shall use the time to do it today! ^^ la...

You'd know how the time flies Only yesterday was the time of our lives.  ♥ Yes 2 June was really really a great timeeee :> i didn't expected ytd to turn out like that, really very fun when a studying date turns into a cooking date! :D Heheh had Bstats test this morning, it was apparently an 'open-book' test and yes, the examiner in charge wasn't exactly very strict and clear in what he's saying because we're allowed to start the paper without even have allowance for reading timeee. Our exam is really very chin chai just to say, because when time's up, people still writing answers and we're talking like its over alrdy? So different from O's even though we sat as a whole cohort in the convention centre. It feels very different, in fact. The people mainly. And i really ren my peee for super long like almost half an hour before i could release it! >< After e paper, rushed back to bishan to meet the rest. Was sad that he couldn't jo...

OMGGGGG I'M FEEELING SO HUNGRYYYY NOW. ITS LIKE 11.44PM AND MY STOMACH'S GROWLINGGG. ITS THE 1ST OF JUNE. WOW. 5 MONTHS FLEW BY JUST LIKE THAT. IDK WHY SUDDEN;Y I MISSED MY SEC 4 LIFE A LOT. REALLY MISSING COUNCIL AFTER SEEING THE DANCE VIDEO. HAHAHA MISSING A LOT OF PEOPLE TOO. ESP HIM. && DANG I STILL DON'T GET TO SEE HIM TMW. :/ DIE DIE SUNDAY MUST SEE HIM AHHH. >< I THINK I SIAOZ LIAO. I WAS LIKE STUDYING BSTATS HAPPILY UNTIL MY MOOD LIKE TOTALLY GONEEEE. IT WAS THAT BAD WITH BAYS THEOREM. SERIOUSLYYYY RUINED MY MOOD TO STUDY SO I WENT TO WATCH TB, HOPING TO GET MY MOOD BACK BUT UNFORTUNATELY NO. IT DIDN'T HELPED. TODAY'S WEATHER DIDN'T HELPED EITHER. HOTLIKESHIT. FFFF. ANW TMW JUST DO MY BEST AND I BELIEVE EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT :D TRUST IN THE LORD.  WITH MY NOTES AND TB AND CALCULATOR, IT'LL BE OKAY. (Assuring myself as always before an unprepared paper) YES. I CAN DO IT. I'M READY FOR IT. EXCEPT PROBABILITY. :( I HOPE TO ...