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TIRED. ! todayy was really quite sucky because i let my emotions take over me. i let that anger, that frustration, that sadness to let it overwhelm me that i couldn't look at things positively. i hated myself. why couldn't i just let it go and just think of another better plan so that even though there is no god damn pit stop there, we'll still have a good place to go and celebrate! instead, i became so obsessed about my emotions that i became so quiet and all alone, ignoring my friends who were showing concern. :/ After coming home and reading the book "Life without limits".  i finally understood how that my attitude is like the remote control for the television set. that if he program i'm watching doesn't do anything for me, i can just simply grab e remote and change it. its like how i can adjust my attitude in much e very same way when i didn't get e results i want. when i wanted to go cycling but there wasn't any bike shop in sight. Thankfu...
Come to think about it, i think its really amazing that kim's going strong and well in some foreign land. Well, i'm really happy for her and definitely, i do hope to see her 'SOON'! ^^ & it seems that everyday, you're not getting the sleep u need. Please just sleep early! :/ its not good for your health leh. ! hiayayayayay! he's making me worried. darn, he should know it himself! still want sleep in class!!  Just sleep early lah, fool! Tsk.
THANK YOU LORD! I'VE GOTTEN AN A1 FOR MY CHINESE! THERE ARE NO WORDS TO DESCRIBE THIS FEELING BECAUSE I'M SO FUCKING HAPPY! :D WHEN MY NAME WAS CALLED OUT THIS MORNING, I CRIED. (: BUT IT WAS TEARS OF JOY!  I REALLY DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO EMBRACE THE WHOLE THING. BUT I JUST KNOW THAT BECAUSE I WORKED HARD FOR MY CHINESE, SO I DID WELL! ^^ WE REAP WHAT WE SOUGHT!  I JUST PRAY HARD THAT NEXT YEAR, SIMILARLY I'LL CRY TEARS OF JOY! ALONG WITH MY BEST FRIENDS!!!!!!!!! :D
OMYFREAKING GOSH. TOMOOROW WE'RE RECEIVING OUR O LVEVEL MOTHER TONGUE RESULTS. HAIYA, BUT HOW COME I'VE GOT NO DARN FEELING ABOUT IT RIGHT NOW?? :/ OH WELL, I GUESS I'LL FEEL E NEERVOUSNESS BY TMW. I REALLY DO HOPE I'LL DO WELL, AND E PPL AROUND ME TOO! GOD BLESS US YAH! <3
WTF LAH. EAT VITAMIN ALSO MUST FORCE PPL. CCB. LIKE PLS LAH, HOW OLD AM I ALREADY. IS THERE A NEED TO CHECKED ON ME AND EVEN E DUSTBIN TO MAKE SURE E GODDAMN TABLET IS MY STOMACH. FISH U. SERIOUSLY, WHAT FUCK DOES E VITAMIN REALLY DO!
i'm day dreaming. (: i've been thinking a lot these days, thinking about the future when we will all let our hair down and burn our books, the day we really break free. i thought about the many many places we'll go. Wild wild wet and how the day will go. i guess i'm insane. its not even o level over and my whole mind's about the days of fun. i guess i should stop all these "holidays ideas" for the time being, now in my head should be the strong determination i need to study really hard for my big big major exam coming up!! :D i know God will be by my side and that i always know i can do all things through Christ who strengthens them. yes, i must perservere. because i know i can do it and at the end of the day, i'll be crying tears of joy.