Sunday night.

Hello! Its been quite some time since i've blogged.
Been really busy recently with all the projects and outings etc until sometimes i feel like i cannot breathe.
& i'm finding Sundays to be less and less productive studying with him, idk why but maybe because i'm wasting time. Haiz, i just can't seem to find a day where i can just relax and chill and just spend the whole day talking. i miss cuddling with him. >:(
I NEED TO SEE MORE OF YOU.
Yes omg i wonder if he feels the same way, i just wanna spend more time with him. Dislike it whenever the only time we meet is to study because i will be more into studying when that's our only chance to talk all the random shit.
Chicken Nugget. Whats this.?!!!
EOY's coming and i ain't prepared. Need to like settle this week first, so many things until my mind is super effed up to be honest. Sometimes just feel like putting a bullet through my head. KIDDING (: heheh i think i siao liao. But yes, i wanna fucking watch SPIDERMAN 3. Who wanna watch with me? ;((((
i want my baby to watch with me eh. But then, i don't wanna take his time away from studying. But the thing is, will he even use the time to study? He confirm go gym again! >.< As usual, always nagging at him to study until i feel irritated at times. But what to do when he's my boyfriend? i got to help him!
OMG. i shall just go sleep and dream of sweet things to relieve all my stress.

& I'M DEFINITELY GOING FOR JAP CLASS TMW IDCARE WHOS GOING. IF ALONE, HECK LAH, JUST GO ONLY. #YOLO

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