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Anyway just wanted to blogged to talked about my feelings.
Honestly, i'm a really lucky girl. i just couldn't realise that any earlier. 
Having you in my life is the best thing that can happen. :D
Yeah, have to agree with that.
i guess i can say we've been through a lot. And recently, i think i'm being a biatch. :/
i keep getting emotional easily and let my feelings take in control of myself that i wasn't able to behave like myself. In e end, i vent everything on you. Sorry baby! I really don't know why i've been acting in such a way. i guess i expect too much from you at times and somehow its impossible for you to be who i want you to be becuz you are you. The unique you. The cute retarded lame fellow i fell for. :)
i'm sorry for all the fights i caused and i know it ain't good to keep fighting but i somehow believe fighting will make us closer. Hahah heard this quote somewhere though. They say it would bring our relationship to the next level and of course i really hope so. 
i love how the way we are now though i know we could be better! 
Its amazing how time flies and we two still seem to be together for only a year plus. i'm really glad to meet you. hehe even though we are primary school mates, that fate didn't exist then. Only till last year, the spark flew between us. Me myself cannot believe that we'll last this far but we still made it. :D
Today is proof of the love we have.
i just wanna say i'll do my best to be less emotional and really stop trying to pick a fight with you. 
i know its tough having to fight all day, over small little insignificant things. Its pretty lame to be honest.
But i just hope that you know, i don't pick fights for nothing. There's always a reason to everything.
Maybe we just need a little tiny bit more understanding of each other, a little bit more concern and care and pay a tiny bit more of attention. :) 
I told myself before that i wouldn't give up on my relationships easily unless its really ain't working. 
And you are my first, so the more i will do my best to continue walking this road with you. 
i really love it how you don't even think of breaking up with me at all even when i'm always the one giving you the cold shoulder, ignoring you. You always giving in to me and trying to cheer me up in whatever ways you can.
Sorry for making you cry over me twice. i'm sucha ass in the hole. >:(
But a very good friend of mine said, "A guy who cry over a girl, is a keeper."& i'm definitely gonna keep you by my side forever. ;)



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