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Love the cooling yet insane weather nowadays.
It's like a form of peace sign to me because this is the only time where i can get to ponder a lot on many things on my bus ride home. :D'

 Just like today, i was thinking of a lot of things as i gazed at the rainy scenery.
I was busy thinking of the various jobs i'm going to do, it keeps me pretty excited because its as if i'm going to relieve those memories of working with my friends last year. I still remember when we had to dressed up in our different costumes and give out flyers, from there now i'm working as redemption staff and crowd control member. Wow, hahah can't believe that i'm exploded with so much opportunities to work now when i really need $$$ too. Also, i'm so happy that my good friends and i are working together, because really the joy of working together is amazing. ;)
Love that feeling.

 Super looking forward to my 'midnight job' wee heheh because it's gonna be my first time working overnight, wonder how it's gonna be like.
& today i also found out that my poly friends also wanna work really badly and i feel so bad honestly, guilty in fact. For not asking them if they are free and wants to work. :(
I was busy thinking if i could manage my friends and thinking that asking too many people will screw things up, i was too concerned for myself. In fact, i think its because i don't trust them a lot.
i hate it that i couldn't trust my friends a lot whenever it comes to work. 
i would always make sure i'm there to supervise and remind them to do their job well etc.
i think i suck a lot at times because what are friends for when you can't trust them? 
Hence, i'm trying to change that. i know that all of them are responsible people. 
Sooooooooo i'm really hoping there'll be another job opportunity for me so that i can ask my two groups of friends to work tgt, i ain't gonna care if i'll have a hard time contacting people. The more the merrier, the more the easier the job gets done. (:
Jiayou Adeline!

 & yes, apart from that. i was busy thinking about the conversation i had with Celia and Zann.
Honestly, i'm pretty stunned because i didn't expect things to go so fast.
It really caught me off surprise but i'm very happy for Zann though. hehehe triple date is possible now! (L)
I just hope that he will be good to Zann or not he'll get it. :D
Also, things haven't been going really well these days and i am pretty troubled by it. :/
i wasn't able to have sufficient sleep, work productivity rate=0.
I was so lethargic and restless the past 2 days and couldn't do much work till very late at night where my enery level>100%.
Sucks big time.
Thankfully, today i feel much better because of the things i've experienced.
Seeing my mummy and daddy happily going for a movie date, catching with my buddy and the rest made my day well. :)
& now i shall go enjoy myself for the night, blogging till here. 
;D

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