Adeline Quek

As of today, my dear pet hamster passed away on the 1 March 2013.

Having spent the past 8 months with us, the feelings i've developed for him grew abit more every day. Idk why but it seems like he's with us for a very long time, but in actual fact it's just been 8 months. I guess it's because i've faced him for so long, that i thought he wouldn't leave just so quickly, yet he did. Honestly, i couldn't believe he left us already, it seems so unreal. Even now, i still have the thought that he will be in his cage either sleeping, pooing or eating.

I missed him tons loads, that cute little fellow who was once a part of my life, but will still continue to be. I've a feeling i'll always keep him close to my heart. No wonder my mum always say not to keep pets, because once the pet is gone, you'll cry insanely. Yes indeed, i cried like mad since early wees of the morning, couldn't believe i wasn't beside him when he passed away. However, i'm glad that last night, i spent some quality time with him. So glad to have carried him on my palms and see him fall asleep. At the very least, i know i showered all my love and care for him during the whole time he's been with us. Hope you're in a better place right now. :')

I LOVE YOU MY CUTE LITTLE XIAO HE. I'LL MISS YOU. RIP <3 span="">

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