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So disappointed with my results.
Screw you.
;(
Esp ITB. What went wrong? i still have no clue. I think my memory kinda sucked on that day, how come all the definition everything i also forget. 
Irritating eh, i hate it when my results are so poor when i studied somemore.
Worst still, results far from the rest of my friends. T.T
Makes me wanna cry more. 
Sickening i wanna go play ball and vent my anger on it.
Now it all depends on my project work to pull up my grades. But its like 25% of my whole grade ehh. Now its all down the drain waaaaa fuck lahhh damn angryyyy! Why sia?
i got paid attention in class okay. Feeling super moody now and i don't have the mood to do any work. :/
Tomorrow we're gonna get back econs, and idk why i got a feeling the results will be something unexpected? i really don't know. Somehow, i just hope and pray silently in my heart that it'll be alright, that everything's gonna be fine. This is just a small failure. It won't hurt you. i know. i know. i've always been telling myself that for umpteen times until i'm getting pretty sick and tired. Maybe its time for me to change my study attitude, maybe it wasn't meant to happen, maybe its just me myself trying to find an excuse. 
Honestly, i don't know.
:3


Okay, shall like go play some balls and relieve stress.
Hope my mood will be better (:

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