That's what i've been feeling these days and really i hate that feeling.
You know sometimes, i'm pretty tired of missing you, of thinking of you before i go to sleep every night.
Why must your phone have no service again?? Its so difficult to contact one another and when i thought that i could finally have the chance to contact you via skype, i realised its probably worst. Talking to you via skype made me even more sad because sometimes it seems as if you couldn't see the difference if i was hurt or i was angry. You always assume i'm angry when i'm not, sometimes even when i keep quiet, you'll assume that i'm emo-ing or being angry. BUT ITS NOT!!! Its just that i want to be quiet ya know?
Ytd when i found you online, i was superrrrrrrr happppy that i could literally jump out of my bed!!!!!!!!!
But when i started talking you, my mood slowly went down.
It seemed that playing games were so much more important to you than me.
You could like pause a while to talk to me yeah? Like just a while. And not say "i tell you i playing games mah". It hurts me when you say things like that and all i could do was to go along with your flow.
Silently, i was crying in my heart.
i hated it when i miss you so much and it seems like you don't give a damn.
Was i wrong to care for you, like you never msged me for so longgg
and now, ven when you're online on skype, i talked you didn't reply.
If you were unable to reply back, i'll understand. But if you were actually playing games and not replying me, i'll probably be really sad.
& now i am really sad, you actually forgot to mention me in your post? ;(
Is it you really forgot or you probably didn't even remember??? Even the guys name were insideeee. i'm your best friend in primary school. Or was. I teared because i was wondering what am i to you? Maybe i'm being too sensitive but i hate it when i miss that person and that person doesn't seem to show the same feeling.
Why should i even bother to miss them in the first place?
The feeling of missing hurts. Maybe i should just stop.
You know sometimes, i'm pretty tired of missing you, of thinking of you before i go to sleep every night.
Why must your phone have no service again?? Its so difficult to contact one another and when i thought that i could finally have the chance to contact you via skype, i realised its probably worst. Talking to you via skype made me even more sad because sometimes it seems as if you couldn't see the difference if i was hurt or i was angry. You always assume i'm angry when i'm not, sometimes even when i keep quiet, you'll assume that i'm emo-ing or being angry. BUT ITS NOT!!! Its just that i want to be quiet ya know?
Ytd when i found you online, i was superrrrrrrr happppy that i could literally jump out of my bed!!!!!!!!!
But when i started talking you, my mood slowly went down.
It seemed that playing games were so much more important to you than me.
You could like pause a while to talk to me yeah? Like just a while. And not say "i tell you i playing games mah". It hurts me when you say things like that and all i could do was to go along with your flow.
Silently, i was crying in my heart.
i hated it when i miss you so much and it seems like you don't give a damn.
Was i wrong to care for you, like you never msged me for so longgg
and now, ven when you're online on skype, i talked you didn't reply.
If you were unable to reply back, i'll understand. But if you were actually playing games and not replying me, i'll probably be really sad.
& now i am really sad, you actually forgot to mention me in your post? ;(
Is it you really forgot or you probably didn't even remember??? Even the guys name were insideeee. i'm your best friend in primary school. Or was. I teared because i was wondering what am i to you? Maybe i'm being too sensitive but i hate it when i miss that person and that person doesn't seem to show the same feeling.
Why should i even bother to miss them in the first place?
The feeling of missing hurts. Maybe i should just stop.
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