Stomach of uneasiness.

>:(
My tummy doesn't feel well, boo. I don't know if its because of the buffet dinner i had earlier on or because of what i'm feeling right now. Haiz, life's getting busier every day now and come to think of it, i pretty hate it. i would rather have nothing to do and loaf around at home, slacking & doing my own things.
Now my whole mind thinking of the Sports Camp, honestly i didn't know that i would be selected yah, so i didn't really think much when it comes to the duration of it. ITS A STAYOVER. :( I mean it would be nice if its on weekdays, BUTT this time its gonna cover the weekends as well & yeap, there goes the time spend with him. Haiyo eh, its just not being able to meet him onlyy. But yeap, that feeling of not seeing him and being able to play frisbee on Sunday is dampening my mood. i always look forward to weekends with him!! ;)
I guess i should try to manage my task and relationship, getting a balance between them. Its difficult ya know, but i'll try my best. As a new school term approaches, i hope everything'll be fine, smooth-sailing i mean!
Anyway though out this entire time, i realised that indeed...

Time spent together made us inseparable.

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