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yay! i've completed my english comprehension&summary! alright, along with the completion of the emaths prelim paper i started on a few days ago. heheh, i guess i'm back on the track of mugging really hard because i feel really diasppointed with my results. it has never been this bad before and i guess i could really do something to push my grades back up again! (:
After all e disappointment, its time for me to continue working hard.
i think now i really got to approach my teachers for help. its irritating when u keep getting stuck at questions that costs like 1 or 2 marks. okay, maybe questiongs deserving more marks. But hell ya, i'm gonna open my mouth and ASK. !
;D
oh and idk but i get the feeling that today's friday. okay so yup, half the week flew by, time really flies. i was looking forward to friday because its when i can get to buy new stationary for my exams. gosh, all my pens and pencils and erasers+rulers are really dirty and un-usable. i'm so sorry to admit that but yeah, i've not been on STATIONARY SHOPPING FRO SO LONG. T.T
hahahah, i love shopping for new pens etc because of the feel and touch. omg, especially new erasers. the smoothness and whiteness. BLINK BLINK*
kekeke, i think i'm insane, but who's not? (:

today's lessons were pretty fruitful, even during chinese lesson! there was no irritating loud zoom drilling and i could finally do my work in peace in class. thanks to jacqueline, i kinda calmed myself down while doing amaths. oh well, i've been really trying hard to get an A. & I JUST MISSED IT BY 1%. :(
DARN. Maths is the easiest to ace and i couldn't. arrgh, hate this. so i'm going to pull my socks up super duper high and just keep praticing. Actually I've already booked my weekends for geography and amaths. speaking about geo, i really got to jiayou. i think i gotta find ben yuan, some of the prelim questions are killing me ttm. i've got no freaking map, so how the hell do i complete some of the questions. okay, maybe i should skip it? yes. i guess that's a reasonable and wise decision. & i'm also getting emotionally tired too. nowadays, i just feel myself pullin away from everybody. Classes ate getting noiser everyday and sharene's irritating me more often. that fish, haiyaya. Sometimes i find it okay, but at times it just made me feel very bek chek. :X
maybe i'm stressed up but still THIS SHOULDN'T AFFECT MY EVERYDAY LIFE.
Seriously, theres like 2 mroe weeks to O's, i really got to buck up.
okay, i guess i shall go take a short nappp! :D

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