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A woman who is at rest with herself has nothing to prove to others. She embraces, her strengths & cheers others on with a pure heart. Her light shines brightly, her words are seasoned with kindness & grace. She is peaceful & edifies others as she is secure in her Heavenly Fathers love.Finally a peaceful night where it's just me and my lappy on my bed. 
Love feeling such calmness within me and it just gives me space to think and reflect.
It's been a month since I've started working and definitely was a ride for me.
Mostly, a really steep ride.
I guess i wasn't so prepared for it, but i'm learning to conquer it day by day with what that comes at me.  
I remember feeling that intense stress feeling i get and pretty much feeling so overwhelmed, almost breaking down at times because of what i fear of the unexpected. But there's this one person who's always there, regardless of his schedule/work and i am really so thankful for it. Honestly feel that i don't deserve all these love and attention. 😭😭
And also to my family for supporting me all these while when i started work. 
So much love to them for encouraging me every step of the way and loving me despite of how i behaved when work gets ahead of me. I really got to watch my behavior and emotions.
Handling emotions properly is of so much importance and i need to get a hang of it. 

 On a side note, i guess i gotta remain more positive too. Look forward to living every day happy and loving what i do with my loved ones. 

Everyday can't be a good day, but you can still find good in every day. :)



P.s Its funny how i just met him today and im already missing him. Sigh is this what love does to you. 😌
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