Can't believe its already 1st of April.
This trimester seem to flew by too quickly and honestly i've no idea how i've managed to survive the past 12 weeks of school.
Its been a whole lot of stress this time round, after being back from IWSP for 8 months.
Its like starting your engine back to the studying momentum
Despite lesser modules, but assignments got tougher and stress level was max for me at times.
Just super thankful to pass that "phase".
And here am i, waiting to finish up the remaining bits of stuff to do.
SO GLAD that this weekend is finally a weekend to breathe.
Like literally having time to do the things i wanna do, EXERCISE!!
Running omgosh been ages since i've ran and i really missed it so much.
Its by far the most effective way for relieving all my stress and worries.
Coincidentally, today marks the third month for us too. :-)
Heh, surprised to see that we've come a little further than when i last blogged.
Can still remember my uncertain feelings back then, and now when you can see and feel it more clearly.
Yet, the thought still scares me a little whenever i thought of how attached i would be to you.
Its like placing your whole faith and trust and heart to someone and wishing with all your might that the person will treasure it a lot for a really long, long time.
I guess recently i've been feeling much more too.
its like much overwhelming emotions for me at times, and the sudden realization that
i think i may have really fallen in love with you. Its like suddenly you became so much more important to me and i just dk what to feel about all these.
It's funny how we ended up together when i always thought its impossible from the start.
I liked how our friendship started and it was good to have a friend like you whom i could get along with so well. You made life during IWSP much more fun and bearable too :D
And then, somehow or another we just progressed to where we were today.
Is it feeling so lucky that i've got a guy like you in my life?
Honestly, i think i must have done much great things in my past life to deserve this.
But yeah, its like to a brand new start again.
And this time, i'm gonna be proud of my relationship, and you too.
I guess i pretty much learnt what i could do better this time round.
Just remembered one of your tweet "No one knows what's ahead of us, but one thing u shld know is that I will still be there
"
And i really liked it a lot.
Its like those insecure thoughts of the future that taunts me, but your tweet just made all these insecurities ease away immediately. I remember reading about the difference between being in love vs being attached.
And the article mentioned how love is selfess and attachment is self-centered.
I guess when you start to see people's needs before yours, that is love?
And the thought when you start seeing a future tgt, idk but it just excites me a lot.
I really hope we can go for a trip together, after graduation.
Hehehe for now just waiting for tmw to come so i'll be able to see you.
For now, goodnight world and sweetest dreams to those loving ones out there. XOXO
This trimester seem to flew by too quickly and honestly i've no idea how i've managed to survive the past 12 weeks of school.
Its been a whole lot of stress this time round, after being back from IWSP for 8 months.
Its like starting your engine back to the studying momentum
Despite lesser modules, but assignments got tougher and stress level was max for me at times.
Just super thankful to pass that "phase".
And here am i, waiting to finish up the remaining bits of stuff to do.
SO GLAD that this weekend is finally a weekend to breathe.
Like literally having time to do the things i wanna do, EXERCISE!!
Running omgosh been ages since i've ran and i really missed it so much.
Its by far the most effective way for relieving all my stress and worries.
Coincidentally, today marks the third month for us too. :-)
Heh, surprised to see that we've come a little further than when i last blogged.
Can still remember my uncertain feelings back then, and now when you can see and feel it more clearly.
Yet, the thought still scares me a little whenever i thought of how attached i would be to you.
Its like placing your whole faith and trust and heart to someone and wishing with all your might that the person will treasure it a lot for a really long, long time.
I guess recently i've been feeling much more too.
its like much overwhelming emotions for me at times, and the sudden realization that
i think i may have really fallen in love with you. Its like suddenly you became so much more important to me and i just dk what to feel about all these.
It's funny how we ended up together when i always thought its impossible from the start.
I liked how our friendship started and it was good to have a friend like you whom i could get along with so well. You made life during IWSP much more fun and bearable too :D
And then, somehow or another we just progressed to where we were today.
Is it feeling so lucky that i've got a guy like you in my life?
Honestly, i think i must have done much great things in my past life to deserve this.
But yeah, its like to a brand new start again.
And this time, i'm gonna be proud of my relationship, and you too.
I guess i pretty much learnt what i could do better this time round.
Just remembered one of your tweet "No one knows what's ahead of us, but one thing u shld know is that I will still be there
"And i really liked it a lot.
Its like those insecure thoughts of the future that taunts me, but your tweet just made all these insecurities ease away immediately. I remember reading about the difference between being in love vs being attached.
And the article mentioned how love is selfess and attachment is self-centered.
I guess when you start to see people's needs before yours, that is love?
And the thought when you start seeing a future tgt, idk but it just excites me a lot.
I really hope we can go for a trip together, after graduation.
Hehehe for now just waiting for tmw to come so i'll be able to see you.
For now, goodnight world and sweetest dreams to those loving ones out there. XOXO
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