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Have you ever felt that moment when you're so at peace with yourself that it somewhat feels impossible to achieve it? Yeah, that's totally what i'm feeling right now. Total peace and calmness within me.

It's like your mind's so crystal clear and you don't have to think about anything at all, no worries or any sort of stuff. It's like that perfect time for you to do your math paper, because i remember clearly back in secondary school when we were about to have our math test and suddenly that morning i felt like my mind was so clear and that the only thing i had on my mind was to ace the test. Its like all your energy and focus is zoomed into that one thing you gotta do, and bang, you just did it so well.

This feeling is so indescribable, i mean its amazing to feel this way at times.
You just relax and do the things you wanna do.
Life gets complicated and difficult and so when you get these rare moments of your mind being so crystal clear and you just feeling so at peace, treasure that moment.

And now it's the fourteenth of January 2015. 14 days of a brand new year.
Its like wow, the calendar is sure flipping really fast lately.
Last month gonna be here in Phuket, and there's just so much things to think about.
The life here, the friendships forged, the meals we had and the adventures we've been to...there's like tons of things that happened here and its like i feel an attachment to this place.
It's like coming here, making the decision to come here for internship has definitely been one of the best life choices i've ever made. It changed me.
Its like what they always say "Sometimes in life, you make choices and these choices make you."



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