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                           Yes i second this quote.
Its like you know how people always hope things go their way and when it didn't, they will just feel like the whole sky just fell on them. 
Exactly, this is me.
i'm that optimistic girl, sometimes a little too optimistic that i always thought it will be so good if everything that happens to me goes the way i planned it to be.
And therefore, the sky always fall on me or at least thats why i thought it to be.
END OF THE DAY/END OF THE WORLD.

This internship has given me lots of ups and downs, and truthfully it wasn't a really smooth journey for the past one month.
A rocky smooth start? 
>> Okay that sounded so ironic but it speaks the truth of my experience.
At times, work was great like i literally looked forward to going to work which is a little insane.
On the other hand, i was like praying hard for my offday to come.
Yes contradicting statement that i just made.
But oh well, i guess that's life right?
You cannot keep expecting things to look good and go your way, and when it doesnt, you just hate the world and everybody else.
Because you're wondering it should be this way and why do people have to change it and all? 
Like you will start questioning yourself why is my life like this? Aint it supposed to be this and that...

So yes this quote. 
What screws us up most in life is the picture in our head of what it is supposed to be.
I guess at times, we gotta let things flow.
Like you know, let things be and see where it brings us to.
You never know whats around the corner.
And maybe just maybe, you are lucky and things just somehow changed and everything starts going your way. 
And because of that, you become thankful. :)

Thankful that life seems to get better when you least expect it.
Thankful that you waited a little longer to see how things may go.
Thankful that you trust in God to help you pave a way.
Thankful that life isn't that bad afterall even if things dont go exactly your way.

(L)

So guys, if somehow something that happened in your life doesn't seem to go your way, don't be disheartened. 
Because somehow or rather, things will go back to where its supposed to be.

I've been still immersed in that "surreal" mood ever since my schedule changed all of a sudden.
Its like everything seem so unreal and a dream and i don't to ever wake up. I don't want October to end.
It wasn't easy for me and fiona to finally be able to go to work together and have off days tgt.
Even having time off to go for late night supper tgt! (Y)
Ytd night been one of the best nights ever~ ;D
There's still so many adventures awaiting for us to conquer
& i honestly can't w8. 
Looking forward to carefree days. 
Live while you're young, fellows.

Till then, 


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