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It's back to Monday again.
Feeling pretty Monday blues over here. I wonder why.
Well today's been a fine day, had lectures as usual and surprisingly i managed to take down all the relevant notes. Unlike the past weeks where i would just go into daydream mode and nothing goes into my ear. 
Jiaen didn't come to school, haiya pangseh me alone.
And of course, decided not to go for dip plus hahahha. 
Anyway i guess i know why i'm feeling pretty "blue" right now.
Its just i feel a tinge of sadness, just that i really missed the times where the usual group of us will always meet up. Like every saturday, we will meet up to study or swim and have dinner together. i missed the past routine, now everyone's so busy and i can't blame them of course. It's just its been a little long since we last met and i already miss their company. Especially him.
We hasn't have much 'best friends' time, in fact at all since we last met.
Knew you were busy, but it would be nice to hear from you once in a while.
Just pretty hate that conversations getting lesser and lesser, wonder when would you actually wanna meet up with me. 
But still, am gonna keep that faith in me that everything's gonna turn out fine. :')
Maybe it all just take some time, i really hope we can talk like the past. 

I hope nothing's between us changed. i mean the familiarity among the two of us.

I don't want it to affect our future. You know, i still wanna be really good friends with you for the rest of my life.
So i'll wait.
i'll wait till the time you realised that you actually have someone waiting to catch up with you with school and anything and everything. 
They say, "Good things are worth the wait" and i guess i gotta believe that.
You said to meet next week right? Alright, let's wait till then.
Hope when we meet, it'll be a good time for the both of us.
Looking forward. ;D
And yes, lets believe in God that the four of us will get back to the times when we always hang out, if not better day will to come. 




"I value the friend who for me finds time on his calendar, but I cherish the friend who for me does not consult his calendar." —Robert Brault
   
   


   

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