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Live in the moment

Yes, indeed there's too many things to worry about in life.
i shouldn't spent my life over-thinking, over-worrying.
There's no point in it.
Maybe just living in the present to the fullest is the best thing i can do so far.
After hearing your camp dates, my heart kinda sank.
We won't have the time to meet during the whole june hols.
2 weeks eh.
That's a pretty long time right?
14 days. Can we last through it?
Though we've been quite long tgt, going though this seems abit difficult suddenly.
Am i used to living a life of two?
Am i over reliant on you?
I don't want to.
I want to be myself.
I want to put all of my happiness on you.
I want to create my own happiness.
Can i?
I think its time to be independent, to be by myself and live my own life.
But, its time to start building that faith and believe too.
Sometimes, i think i lack that faith in us. And it's also time to start doing so.
Its just 2 weeks, 14 days. 
Short period where we wouldn't be able to see each other, i just hope we will be able to whatsapp each other during that 2 weeks still!
We can right?
Can. 
He said can.
And i shall trust in him.
For now, i guess we just have to make use of the time we have from now till then.
:)
Besides, i believe this will be a good start for my OIP if i really get chosen.
At least we're prepared and ready for that day to come.
Hopefully then, you'll be able to send me off at the airport.
I really do.

For now, i'm just trying to enjoy my life to the fullest.
Meeting up with 2Peace just now was an awesome one. 
Though very few turned up, it just feels great catching up with them.
Somehow, i missed how life used to be so carefree, where you have so much time in the world to go out, play and have fun and just enjoy life.
Now, we're so overwhelmed by projects and assignments that it's drowning me. :/
Hate how our life is so busy right now that even meeting up for a meal is difficult.
I really hope i'll be able to make time for everything. Even you too, my friends too. I hope you guys understand and will also make time out of your buzzing life to just meet up and catch up.
Besides, it helps relieve all the good memories.
;D
I guess now, just LIVE. Happily, freely. 

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