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hey yo! hahah. quite some time dince i've blogged yah. i mean facebook is now my current homepage. so yep, somehow or rather blogging is becoming outdated. but i still love this form of fashion where i can write my feelings or e day's events down! (: its like my diary.


so yup, today had dance e whole day. nearly died :/ hahah. so i was like freaking tired and lack of sleep, i could practically closed my eyes and dance (which i did during e warm up) >< it was so hot in the morning and rained heavily in e afternoon, seriosuly, idk what's up with singapores's weather! just hoped it doesn't rain tmw cos i haf a date with celia and fatimah tmw! :DD we're going to study+swim+eat tgt!! hahah. i really gotta lose some fats. its making me inflexible nowadays and omg! i'm fatter and heavier! good yet bad sign! :(


oh and so, i realised something important today that we all need friends and friends are all there for us when we need them whenever. somehow that scar in me i hope is really fading, i just wanna get along well with her and i hope it'll go well! perhaps i had not been in much contact with her that our friendship is becoming so awkward and i hate it. why do things turn out this way?? can it be solved? i just wanna ignore it but i can't. perhaps she has already let it all go except me! should i like talk to her and make e first step? seriously, its only her that i haf problem communicating with! :( u know if God can really help me heal my wounds, i'm really grateful for it! (:
i guess it takes time and for that, i'm going to make e effort by talking more with her! (:
i don't know but someday, it'll work out. i know.


Also, i'm glad i have great friends around me because it makes my life good! i feel happy always and i love that. [:

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