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        'You belong to me' by Talor Swift is AWESOMEEEEE(: 
hahas. i'm really in love with this song. keep listening umpteen times today. i mean this whole weekend. 
well, must admit, this song is fabulous! even the music video is especially cute! ;D
LOLS. 
anw, this weekend really did loads of work and revision. except if i can remember, i didn't touch amath at all. sad. hahas. i'm supposed to spent more time on amath due to my weakness in this area. Maths always require practice. as such, practice makes perfect. okay, if possible, perhaps tmw i wake up early morning to do some revision? haha. i really wannt my beauty sleep now! xD GOT PANDA EYES LE. EYERINGS SUPER DEEP. 
well, so after this, i'll just go jump on my comfy bed and zzzzzzz. yeah, its paradise! 
thank God for giving me the strength and motivation to accomplish almost all the things i plan in my study timetable! YAY!
okay, and i'm really nervous for tmw. 2 major issues i'm gonna be facing. hahas first is my korea trip with my best friend, sharene toh.?(= really, i hope we can go there tgt. i guess it will be one of the only overseas trip we're going tgt to have fun! prayed hard we can do it. we promised each other to do well for exams as well, so as to not disappoint ourselves eventually. so going to korea has been her motivation and for me, it is right now at this moment(: 
also, about quitting of odt, i wonder whats his reaction will be? will he go mad? like seriously, cos me and zann will be gving our reply to him tmw. and then a break later, we wun be seeing him. haiz, so i really hope God's with us tmw. i hope he really understand my situation and i do not need pay the money. i am willing to do other jobs to make up for it. seriosuly, God u have to be with me!!!!  

goodnights! 

p.s i've learned something important that is allowing me to open my heart out to release the pain that has been accumulated in there. now is time to let go. 

But friendship is precious, not only in the shade, but in the sunshine of life; and thanks to a benevolent arrangement of things, the greater part of life is sunshine.

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