AdelineQuek(:

2012-01-29T01:07:00.002+08:00

HELLO! :)
I'M SO TIREDD. I MISS EVERYTHING THAT HAS HAPPENED IN THIS WHOLE WEEK.
SO MANY EXCITING THINGS HAD HAPPENED AND ITS KINDA ETCHED IN MY MIND THAT I CAN'T FORGET IT.
LUCKILY, WE TOOK POLAROIDS. POLAROIDS=MEMORIES 4 LIFE.
& THERES SO MANY THINGS TO DO. BUT I AM JUST TOO TIRED AND LAZY TO DO IT.
GOTTA CLEAR MY PRESENTS AND STUFF AND CLOTHINGS.
I JUST DK WHY I CANT BEAR TO CLEAR AWAY MY OLD BAG AND STUFF. WHYYYY?
IT FEELS LIKE LOSING A PART OF ME WHEN I THROW THESE STUFF BECAUSE OF ALL E MEMORIES I HAVE WHEN USING THEM.
ANW I SHALL USE IT UNITL REALLY RUINED.
AS FOR MY SPORT SHOES AND BLACK SCHOOL SHOES, I SHALL THROW IT BAH. (:
THERES THINGS THAT IS A MUST TO THROW.

OHH AND MY CAMERA HAS RAN OUT OF BATT. AT E WRONG TIME.
I ALWAYS LOOK AT CAMERA PHOTOS TO REFLECT THE DAY'S OUTING AND I FREAKING MISS THE BEACH OUTING AND I CAN'T EVEN SEE IT.
:(
WHATEVER I SHALL CHARGE IT TOMORROW. SICKENING BATTERY.!
OH AND I REALLY WONDER WHEN'S THE NEXT MEET UP! HAHAH I CAN'T W8!
MISS THE TIMES HANGING OUT TGT WITH CELIA, TK, ZANN, DILLON AND CODY. :)

I want more exciting days.
February has no holidays.
Darn.
Pray hard it'll still be a good month! (:

2012-01-27T00:17:00.001+08:00

WATCHED IT WITH GOLDFISH!

AWESOME SHOW.

KEEP LAUGHING UNTIL MY PEE WANT COME OUT LIAO.

LMAO! :)

2012-01-25T23:47:00.002+08:00

hey yo! (:
oh yeah i just realised that i'm blogging daily for now.
well this is because everyday is full of excitement & i love it.
Definitely worth remembering!
heheh today is my birthday man! :D
TADA ADELINE QUEK HAS TURNED SEVENTEEN YO~!

hahahah i'm sooooo happy! Although it may seems as if i aged, but it shows how much i've grown since last year and this whole journey has brought me lots of happiness that is indescribable. i just want to enjoy every moment that is happening in my life right now & love you guys too for being a part of my life.
(L)

2012-01-24T23:38:00.003+08:00

Hahahahah. i keep eating and eating and eating during this whole cny period that i think i'm starting to fall sick.

Bleh! Everytime also like that de!
But this time, cny is way too short!! UNFAIR. YA KNOW. T.T
i want more time to play and sleep and eat.
Thinking about wed makes me think about school. >.<
& thinking about school made me though about homework which i utterly dread doing. HAIYO EH.
Presentation used to be my favourite, but now with all the conditions and terms, i hate it loads.
Well leave it to thursday for my brain to do it, now i not in e right mood to think.!
Anw, now heheh i'm slowly beginning to be excited for 12 midnight!
i'm turning seventeen, baby!!!!!!!! <3
hahaha i believe everyone is happy when it comes to their birthday & my cute little pretty boy is busy planning. i really appreaciate the fact that you set aside time to plan, but don't get too tired. i don't want you to neglect your homework yeah! ALL OF US SHOULD JIAYOU TGT! ^^
so yupp, hopefully this week will pass by smoothly! :)
okayy and today i gotta admit my heart suddenly beat like super ultra fast when he say i like it to the sweet i gave him. omgggggggggg ah aosiyhwerhuiozxjlkmxciogyvuerihvgjkrh. i felt it!!!! hahahahahah so damn happyyyyyyyyyyy! kekeke, i so siao until couoldn't see his faceeee. but really, it beat very fastttt.

God, i think i'm insane. (:

P:S can't w8 for friday and saturday woo hoo! :D

2012-01-23T23:36:00.002+08:00

AHHHH HATE IT WHEN I THINK ABOUT HOMEWORK WHEN ITS STILL CNY.
KEEP WORRYING FOR E DUE DATE OF THIS AND THAT.
FAG.

& i really really hope everything's gonna be alright, just the way i wanted. (:

2012-01-22T23:59:00.001+08:00

Memories at a glance.

HOHO FAT ME! :P

2012-01-22T23:44:00.000+08:00

Dragon Year is here!

Yes baby, today is Lunar New Year Eve of the dragon year! Hoho~!

Woke up pretty early today just to get up and prepared for the visiting, as well as Celia's presence. She woke up early just to pass me my early 17th birthday present, how sweet can she get? Acoompanied by tk, hahah. They are a sweet couple. A very sweet one indeed. :P *Hope you celiakohjieyi reads this!*

heheh yup & i really love it! its 6 pairs of heart earrings of different colours & 3 bracelets! :D
&&&& I'M WEARING HER PINKY HEART SHAPED EARRINGS NOWWWW. YAY.

now am helping my baby to create a twitter account. he's really cute (:

& i found out e reason as to why my heart does not beat fast when i see him. heheh, cos at times i was really confused like how come ma heart doesn't beat as fast and why i don't get shy and stuff in front of him. Till...................................i realised what it means when you love that person.

loving and liking one person is totally two different things. Now then i realiseddd yozz.

hahahah so WOLS wooh. xD

heheheh anw just saww zannn's tweet, no cny feel!

Indeed, its a different year.

it feels kinda empty because we can't really do much celebratons and go high on this occasion which i used to because its so frigging near my birthdayyyyy!!!!!!!!!! ><

But i can't i mean blame for all these, its just fro this year. i just gotta bear for just one year! :)

yeah however cny kinda lost its feel , i don't really feel e happy atmosphere really.

Just really hope e atmosphere gets better and we'll all be more high &&& happyyy!

kekeke, for one thing i'm just happy that we don't need to say cny greetings fro once! if not gotta dig our heads inside out to find new words and adjectives to wish people which is very HARDD YA KNOW?! :X

hahahahah who cares? this year it ain't my turn! yeepe!

& yes 2 DAYS to enjoy my freedom!

i want moreeeeee~! :(

i want to spend more time with my family, my friends and most importantly, him.

Hopefully on friday we can go play lugeeee! i love that! :D

Just pray hard God gives me the time to spend with my darlings. (:

Hmm, i really gotta start packingg now cos i can't think since my head is like in a vacuum. its emptyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. :/

PACK PACK PACK LETS GO ADELINE. GET YOUR BUTT UP AND MOVE.

oh gosh, i'm reallly lazyyy nowadays and i hate this.

makes me feel so irritatedddd. bleh.

2012-01-21T23:40:00.001+08:00

yay i'm frigging happy today! woots!
hahah guess that its because of e shopping we did in town today! omg i never felt like this so long ever, that even when i'm msging my baby, i am smiling to myself. ><
hahah i think i'm kinda insane. heheh!
Anw, bought quite a lot of things today! :D
there's food, clothes and stationary! && typo has offer nowwww! hahahaha i go so happy and excited when stationary stores have discounts because its pretty rare yah! and i found some cute good pens to write. it was indeed a right choice yah! Hi-fiveee! ^^
& i'm getting kinda worried for e flowery dress i bought, kinda regretted it. BUT i shouldn't right? i hate it when i regret after buying it, damn! Nehmind, i'll find a way to make myself look good with e dress on my bodyyy! Can de! What's e brain and mirror for? :P

hehehe. Can't w8 for tomorrow and e rest of e days.
it seems life's getting much more interesting and i'm looking forward to it.
(:

2012-01-15T20:34:00.001+08:00

yeah its another sunday! (:

hahahaha. well weekends seemed to past really fast.

& it made me appreciate every single day more esp my saturdays and sundays because now it is the only time where i can sit back and relax and meet up with him. <3

& yupp i'm beginning to be more excited for school, this is a good sign right?

i used to dread going to school because of the changes i have to get used to every year as we go on. But its different this year, because all of us are moving on to a new life, something that is like a new chapter. When i was young, i didn't even know that i will be where i am here today, a Ngee Ann Polytechnic student. ;D

hahahah hopefully as school starts, i will be able to adapt to all the changes and really get started! Able to accept all e new things and handle it well. yup, i need friends. Luckily there's our group lunch meeting tomorrow, i can't w8! HOSEHBO!

Orientation was really enjoyable because everybody cooperated very well and it made us feel at ease as we played all the games and of course i loved the part where we exchanged our contact numbers on e last day of orientation.

its like what brendan said, i believed its that start of a long friendship and i'm putting my faith and hope in that sentence.

its gonna be a 3 long years in Ngee Ann and i wanna live my life to the fullest over there, do things i've always wanted to. And ace my results, get that scholarship which i missed this year!!!!!!! (:

Well it seems there's still a long way to go and i just gotta continue believing and working hard that at the end of the day, i'll make it.

okiee, i shall go watch dragonball evolution! ;) hahahhaah.

& I AM SOOOO HAPPY TO SEE MY BABY TODAYYY. HAHAHAHA.

2012-01-09T11:33:00.001+08:00

TODAY IS THE DAY! ;)
JIAYOU QUEK! :D

& TO THE REST, GOOD LUCK!

2012-01-08T23:02:00.001+08:00

Tomorrrrrow.
i can't help but feel scared, feel nervous, feel that anxiety in me.
i know everyone out there who are 16s or 17s are freaking out, so i don't want to post anything related to results tomorrow. it just freaking make people more anxious about it & i'm so darn afraid i'll suffer from anxiety attack and faint tomorrow.
i'm quite calm right now yah. just need to make myself happy and high so to forget all the worries! (:
its like Judgement Day tmw & no matter what, i gotta face my results with pride.
honestly, i've studied my heart out and whatever results it may show, i gotta accept it. (:
OMGGGGG. BLESS ME.
i need a hug now.

2012-01-08T00:21:00.004+08:00

Seriouslyy what is wrong with me?
i hate this.
Those negative thoughts are in my head again, eat this shit!
i can't believe how childlish i am, honestly.
i hate my mindset at times.

2012-01-03T10:05:00.002+08:00

&&&& Rolling in the deep is stuck in my head! ^^
i keep hearing and replaying it. hahah! :)
lastly, i really feel i shouldn't thinking of all the negative aspects of you.

TIME TO DECLUTTER MY THOUGHTS.
(Y)

2012-01-02T22:32:00.001+08:00

SHOPPING TOMORROW BABYY! :)

hahah, now my schedule is fully booked for e week except thurs and sundayy.

todayyy think of lots of things.

for what i know, i'm fcuking scared for my results, idk why but yes that fear is creeping inside me. my english and humanities is really screwed up. omg!!!!!!!!

yes i really did do my best, yet that fear is growing inside of me.

its making me freak out and just make me wanna burst into tears.

poly as well, school's starting in less than 10 days. yes if i did get into ngee ann.

but i'm so afraiddddd. growing up, i realised that my socializing skills worsen in some way or another.

i just really prayed hard that i'll be more open and less shy.

shy as in really like suepr opennnn.

sometimes even with very close friends, i have limits on myself.

honestly, i also dk why.

so that's part of my new year resolution.

better, happier person, (;

As what kim says,

It's time to stand up tall, wipe the tears, embrace the memories, smile with love

and get ready to........... Live 2 0 1 2 ;)

yeah, lets do that!

Hi 2012, we shall have a great year ahead. (:

Bye 2011, you've been an awesomee year!

(L)

2011-12-30T23:48:00.001+08:00

EAT THIS SHIT.

SUPER IRRITATED AT HOW LONG YOU'RE TAKING TO REPLY MY SMS.

BITCH YOU.

MY PATIENCE HAS LIMITS. WATCH YOUR WAY.

2011-12-30T22:20:00.002+08:00

SHOOOOZ. HOWWWWW?

TOMORROW ZE ME BAN?

I REALLY HOPE WE'LL HAVE ENOUGH FUN YAH! :)

WHY NOBODY CAN STAYOVER AT MY HOUSE OR WHY CAN'T ZANN PEI US AT HER HOUSE DOWNSTAIRS.

GAWWH.

NOW I CAN ONLY PRAY. (:

HAIYO I THINK I WANNA GO BATHE LE. CANNOT TAHAN. I SUPER STINK NOW. :X

BYE.

XOXO.

2011-12-30T17:55:00.003+08:00

Don't worry, we'll not end in 2012.

Have faith yozx.

2011-12-30T17:49:00.004+08:00

Yay! i'm finally sitting at home relaxing, sitting on my chair and using the computer. Just as what i always wanted some me time at home. (:

i've got it!

Hahaha, i just calculated the money i've saved in my froggy bank! Total of $84.85! ^^

Its still too little, not what i expected.

But at least, i am glad that i'm beginning to know the importance of saving $$! Its really really important! :)

Everytime i think of myself holding my froggy bank walking in the streets in future, perhaps even begging for money.i tell myself i cannot anyhow spend money! hahaha during this holidays, i really did spend a lot.

keke, time to start saving up, girl! [:

anyway, today is the second last day of 2011. :(

Time flies, it passes so fast that gradually i feel that i cannot grasp it at all.

So i gotta treasured every moment, every second right now. (:

i shouldn't throw tantrums or start emoing or even give attitude to anybody. Now is not the right time to do that.

No time left to do all these nonsense.

Adeline Quek wants to end 2011 with a bang! :D

So i decided that my New Year resolution will be to be a better and happier person! :)

No matter what i do or face, i'll overcome it!

hahahah, hopefully with the help of my friends, 2012 will be a great year ahead!

P/S: CAN'T W8 FOR TMWWWWWW. HEHEHEH. HOPEFULLY WE CAN GO ZANN'S HOUSE TO SLACKKKKK! OMGGGG. FIRST TIME CELEBRATING WITH FRIENDS.

P/S: LOVE YOU GOD FOR EVERYTHING THAT HAS HAPPENED IN MY LIFE, REGARDLESS OF E HAPPY OR SAD THINGS. I'M GLAD I'VE OVERCOME IT UNTIL NOW. AND THAT YOU'VE MADE ME A STRONGER PERSON. (:

2011-12-27T00:57:00.002+08:00

helloooooooooooo!

hahahah love todayy ttm. ;D

2nd time playing kite.

hehehehehhe.

hopefully can meet up with them (cody, celia, zann, shiying, tk and emma) again! ^^

hahahahahahha i got sunburn today. darn!

but hehehe its once in a lifetime experience to get that. so its okayyy!

alright, i shall continue using com and see more things!

goodnight everybody! (:

4 more days to 2012.

2011-12-20T00:50:00.005+08:00

FML.

2011-12-19T00:48:00.000+08:00

HELLLO
HAHAHAH I AM HAPPPYYYYYYYYYYY~
KEKEKEKE.
NOW MY MIND IS THE SONG 爱转角.
NICEEEE. :)
oh well i just can't w8 for e upcoming days though i dread it at times like how time fly so fast and e year is coming to an end.

Hopefully, i will be able to be the one to call him tomorrow ^^

Anw i going sleep le, try to have some good sweet dreams tonight yah. :D

P.S: Really happy today, thank you baby. (:

2011-12-14T01:06:00.000+08:00

God answered my prayers.

(Y)

hahahah omg i really can't believe how everything turned out so right that even i cannot believe it with my own eyes!!!!!!!!!!!

My best friend and boyfriend are finally getting along well, just like e old times (:

& i really thank God for that.

i remember myself crying on several nights over this issue which lasted quite longg and now, finally things are beginning to look good!

yay^^

hahahha i'm gonna upload e photos on fb asap! i can't w8 for tmw's zoo outing as well! hahahah!

Pray hard tomorrow's weather is great! ;D

I KNOW GOD ALWAYS ANSWER MY PRAYERS. <3

2011-12-09T00:04:00.001+08:00

ALRIGHHHHHT!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHA I AM SUPER HIGH TODAY.
HEHEH, MY MOOD IS VERY GOOD NOW! ^^

i really enjoyed today. totally.

TGI Fridays rocks e house yoz~! :)
hahahaha, i love e dance we gonna perform in public tmw!

YAY! hahaha, i can't w8!

honestly, i can like hyperventilate here right now.

gosh!

>.<

But still, i kinda scared for tomorrow. the typing in of the pos system thingtyyy.

oh godddddd.

okay let me practice and try revise throught what i learnt here.

hmm, fire beverages, appetizers, salads and soups. Main course delay, inclduign desserts. (Always)

No appetizers, fire main course straight. Desserts delay still.

hahhaaha. i hope i'm right about it! ^^

YAY BABY! WE GONNA ROCK 112 KATONG TOMORROW.
BRING IT ON! :D

oh yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa, and i got this real big problem with me.

okay, its been really serious at times.

like when e next day is prom, i couldn't get to sleep! dangggggggg. > :(

i keep tossing and turning in bed, my head filled with all e things lahhhhhhhhh.

haiyoooooooo!
BUT I GOTTA SLEEP TONIGHT/ DIE DIE NEED.

ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ.

SLEEP ADELINE.

OMG, NOW LIKE 12 PLUS LE.
AND I AINT FEELING TIRED YET.

OH GOSH.

heheh, gonna post some photos!

My work place! :D

HEHEH, THIS IS MY CURRENT MOOD. ^^

hahahah, baby damn cute siol! Like me :P

2011-12-05T23:44:00.001+08:00

OMGGGG. TODAY'S MY 2ND DAY OF WORK!

HEHEHEHE! ^^ TODAY'S NOT BAD, PRETTY GOOD I CAN SAYY.
HAHAHAH! HONESTLY, I HOPE TMW'S GONNA BE A GOOD PRACTICE FOR ME.
(:
IDC HOW MANY MISTAKES I MAKE. I WANNA LEARN!
YEAH, THIS IS THE POSITIVE ATTIUDE I NEED TO ADAPT! :D
OH YAH AND MY DARLING HAS LINKED THE YOUA RE THE APPLE OF MY EYE MOVIE ON FB! ALRIGHT! WE CAN WATCH ON FRIDAYYYY! ^^
HEHEHEH, HOPE I DON'T END LATE ON FRIDAYY!
OR NOT WATCH ON SATURDAY NIGHT LORH.
HAHAHHA! I NOW VERY HAPPY!
MAYEB ITS BECAUSE OF FB.
SUDDENLY, MY MIND FLOODED WITH ALL THE PRIMARY SCH MEMORIES, FOND MEMORIES INDEED. (:
HEHEH, NOW I LOOKING FOFRWARD TO WORK TMW.
COS CAN SEE MY FRIENDS. ESP EZEK. SUDDENLY COME TO THINK ABOUT IT, I KINDA MISS HIM AND HIS JOKER PERSONALITY. :P

SOOOOOO YUP. AM GONNA HELP MY MAMA PAINT HER NAILS. HAIYOH.
SHE KEEP NAG NAG NAG AT ME WHEN I GONNA HELP HER PAINT HER NAILS.
><
BUI TAHAN!!

OH YAH AND HI PIGGY FOR READING MY BLOG. KEKE^^
CAN/T W8 TO SEE YA ON FIRDAYYYY! LOVE YOU. !
MUAX.

2011-12-03T23:36:00.001+08:00

We have 28 more days to turn this year into something good.
SO TRUEEEEEEEEE!
so yeap, i ain't gonna care about e fucking lot of people who make me si bei du lan today!
bleh! :X
HONESTLY, F OFF.
(:
hahahahah! i guess i shall not be so negative minded and depress myself further with these irritants. yeash, irritants in society makes S'pore so uglyyyy!
:/
Its sad right, how realistic and cheapscake people are, in reality.
the truth always hurts. yes indeed, in this world. there are more devils than angels.
EXPECT E UNEXPECTED.

Just hope tomorrow's a better crowd. (:

2011-11-29T23:56:00.001+08:00

oh yeash after watching MAMAs todayy, it made me grow back my love for kpop! (L)

alright!!!! hahaha, i love it how all e stars fly to sg to attend this asian music festival 2011! wooots! Actually i do hope i get the chance to go, in fact! (:
i've never been to any kpop concert at all.

& honestly, going for any one is still a great experience for me i believe!

anw, i do hope there will be chances for me to attend such concerts etc!

2011-11-22T21:08:00.001+08:00

OMYGAWHHHH ITS THE 22 NOVEMBER ALREADYY!!!!!!!!!
HAIZ, TIME PASS DAMN FAST, HONESTLY. :(

hahah, my mind is still into yesterday.
yesterday was e best night of all! ^^ hehehe, everytime i think about those moments spent together with all my friends in kcpss, i tear. :(
these memories i'll always hold close to my heart, becoz its so precious.
ytd was our PROM NIGHT 2011. :D
i still can't believe that yah, its gonna be e last prom night of all in my life since i've decided to go to poly. haiz, but e one most important fact i gotta admit is that: this batch is an effing awesome one! (L)
hahahah, it was totallty our night ytd after e dance floor opened. people started walking to the stage and dancing and jumping along with the music! hahaha, thank God e stage didn't fall apart. :P
& yup, took loads of photos ytd. hahaha, now i don't even remember how many cameras of others we've used. i like it when everyone is going around saying, "hey! let's take photo tgt!" hahahah. ^^
then e whole place is like filled with cameras flashing untiol my eyes want to go blind le. hahaha, no vonder my eys look really weird in e photos uploaded on fb! ARRGH! But nehmind lah, hahahaha! :)
i'm just so happy seeing mine photos and even others on fb, i'm like being a real 'stalker' or what you say, "N.o 1 follower", going to random ppl's walls just to view photos! >.< heheheh, but i like mah! i seriosuly missed ytd like siaooooooooo! OMFG. T.T Its like my secondary school life has come to an end, i hate this! eeee. i want have more time seeing everybodyyy!
the dance floor time is tooo shorttttttttttt.>:(
everyone like still so higgh after prom ended! kekekek.
INCLUDING ME, OF CORZ! :) though i was really tired after that.
After that, we (me, cody, celia and tin keong) decided to sit down and discuss where to go! :)
Ended up, decided to watch midnight movie! yay! hahaha its my first choice on my list that night anyway! so we catch e 2.10am show of You're the apple of my eye at cineleisure orchard! NICEEEEEE~!
hahahah, e main lead shuai like siaooo~! omg....kekekeke! he very hot! ^^
e main girl lead as well, she not bad. quite chio too! initially i thought that both would end up tgt, but nope. A twist in e ending. (:
i really enjoyed e movie loads because throughout, i keep laughing! ^^
All e words we learn from e show! Da shou qiang~! hahahhaha! Honestly, i thought they were playing computer game or something. Until e main lead stood up with his backside shown! xD
And of course, my favourite word! GAN! :)
Before that, they were hungry so we went to mac to eat late supper! hahah i ate e hotel's food until i super full. didn't have e urge to eat even when i smell food! :)
then, upon reaching there by cab. we were early! But met up with some situation, the stupid counter person say that e ticketing person will check our ics first before allowing us to watch e show! So in order to prevent such thing form happening, since tickets cannot be refunded. We bought 2 happy feet tickets and 2 Apple tickets! (: hahaha, i winked to celia so that she know what i'm thinking! Tk still blur blur, hahaha. Lucky e person really didn't check, but of course it made me more angry!!!! made celia and tk shift places 2 times and i kinda felt bad about it! luckily, e front seat was still at a pretty confortable seat to watch e movieee! ^^
oh yah and idk why but it got colder during e whole moviee until i was literally shivering! hahah! yes, my jaw like shaking and i had to hold his hand tightly to stop shivering!! (:
hahaha after coming out of e theatre, it worsen. hahahah! i shiver non-stop! :)
usually it only happens once in a while, most of e time during dance(:
Ended e movie at 4.15am! :)
hahaha, so early! so we decided to find hubert the rest at hereen place wherever it is, walked there yah! huhu, my poor feet! Now full of blisters because of the effing heels. But i perservered yeah, taking short breaks throught e long walk! hehehe, its nice to walk in e early wees of e morning with your boyfriend. :D
oh yah and i just realised its like a double date! cooool! heheh^^
so we walked and walked like for ages, till we finally reached back at Carlton Hotel! hahaha, we went back to where we first met. (;
Decided to rest and catch a nap at e lobby because all of us were dead tired. Except celia, hahahah/ she like suepr hyper ytd! Not tired after a whole night of activities! :D
met some kcpians at e lobby! hahahah, it feels nice to see them, somehow. (:
Well, rested for like an hour before going homeeee! ^^
oh yah and in e meanwhile, heard stories of people getting drunk and stuff! hahah!
Quite funny to hear the different reactions! :)
& that cow sleep for like an hour on my shoulder, haiyayay! the head also not say very light also. and e worst part of it was i realised that i couldn't much take e risk to sleep with my contacts on! i don't want any eye infection!!! ><
haizzzzz, so i didn't get much sleep in fact!
Only onboard e train, i slept all e wayyyy! Shiok! Just that when i opened my eyes, i could feel the people around me looking at me. hahahah! i looked terrible with my make up smudged 7 my dark eye bags!!!!! gosh!
But heck care le lah, hahaha. thinking of my home in a few steps within reach, i damn damn happpyyyyyyyy! FINALLY CAN GET RID OF E HEEELS! :)
i can change to my slippers alright to have breakfast with them!
Then e funny thing was when me and celia went down to s11 to find them, hahahah! Both shared e same posture! hahahah! so cute! :P
They're tired ttm le. hahahah. i've been out for more than 12 hours straight, walking in my freaking heels. haiyoyoyoy! Next time, i will bring flats fro celia when its her turn! ;D
Had breakfast at Toast Box! Celia's treat! ^0^
Drank coffee but still fell asleep easily after reaching home. hahahaha. & while she's still wide awake, looking at prom photos uploaded on fb!

OMG I REALLY MISS PROM LIKE SIAOOOOO!
>:(
21/11/11 will be missed.

2011-11-15T18:33:00.001+08:00

OMGGGGGGGGG ITS OVER. ! :D
HAHAHAH. IDK BUT THAT GREAT SENSE OF HAPPINESS THAT I FELT WHEN I STEPPED OUT OF E EXAM HALL!
FORM NOW ON, NO MORE STUDYYING. YEEPE!
:)
HEHEH. WENT TO EAT MAC AFTER THE LAST PAPER-BIO MCQ.
HAHAH, COULDN'T RESIST IT ANYMORE. ATE FILLET O FISH STUDENT MEAL!
SHIOK AH~! ^^
I STILL ORDERED SPRITE YAH I CANNOT AFFORD TO GIVE UP DIETING! DO U KNOW HOW MUCH HARM WHEN U CONSUME COKEE! IT CAUSES CANCER AND MAKE U FAT. ETC....SO YUP, COKE IS BADDD FOR HEALTH! :D
& MANAGED TO SEE HIM TODAYY! YAY!
HAHAH UNEXPECTEDLY, BUT STILL LIKED IT. HE LOOK KINDA ~~CUTE~~ HOT IN HIS UNIFORM! HAHAHAH!
YUPP, AM KINDA TIREDD. I GUESS I SHLD GET SOME REST AND TAKE A SHORT NAPP! :)
LATER AM GOING GET HIS STUFF ANWWW!
STILL THINKING OF TOMORROW. ALL E PLANS YAH!
HAHAHAH! I JUST HOPE I'LL HAVE SOMETHING IN MIND BY E END OF TODAYY.
OH HE'S TURNING SIXTEEN TOMORROW! <3

2011-10-30T23:49:00.003+08:00

Tomorrow's the day.
Its the start of a really hectic week.
i should be focusing, but now i can't. :(
i'm starting to think too much. again.
i hate it when so many thoughts flood through my mind.
Problems are starting to arise when my freedom is coming.
Why do i have to face it? i don't want! i just want to live life as freely as i want without thinking so much.
~~School~~ is starting next year, 11 jan. i meant poly life. :/
So fast right, time flies!
that's one part i really disliked, i don't have much time left to do the many things i want.
such an ass.
!
& he's going to be working soon, but i can only start at the end of novemeber. Honestly, i don
t want to work i'm left with only a month or so and i got to work to provide me with the money to play for all i want. and i'm having problems finding jobs to do. Because i doubt that awfully chocolate requires two cashiers in a month.
So i'm thinking of finding a job. A proper job. A job that earns big bucks asap.
But's its impossible, i know that. There's no free labour in the world.
RAWRRRRR, THIS STINKS. :(

P:s And after everything, all i can do is cry.

2011-10-29T00:23:00.004+08:00

^^
heheh, i'm happy! Really very happy! :D
I don't really know why, but the fact that i'm such in a good mood is because one week of exams has finally passed. Though the upcoming week is hectic and very tiring, but i'm looking froward to it!
All the years of preparations can now come to an end! (:
YAY!
i just completed one Amaths P1, that sense of satisfaction is really great! i love that feeling!
Definitely looking forward to practicing more to ensure that i give my best shot in the examination hall!
i must continue to jiayou le!
AQCM FIGHTING! (:

2011-10-25T22:29:00.001+08:00

Meaningful. (:

2011-10-23T20:44:00.003+08:00

TOMORROW'S THE DAY. OMGASH.
MUST JIAYOU LE! ^^
LAST LAPP TO GO.
:D

Somehow today pass really slow, but i like it. (:

2011-10-20T21:26:00.000+08:00

i'm starting to think about the days ahead.
i'm getting teary eyed thinking about everything i've been through for this past year and the last three years spent in kcpss.
:(

i just want the time to pass slowly. God, just give me more days more time with my friends. (:

2011-10-17T22:01:00.004+08:00

GROUP STUDYING DATE! ^^
hahaha. it was fun! though i didn't really touch Amath which i told myself umpteen times that i gotta do so.
Haiya, i guess i really got to build up on my mood.
& recently things have been getting out of control, sometimes things just don't go the way you want and i hate it. :/
and the worst is that i cannot do anything to reverse the situation. bleh.
i just really really hope she will like him back again.
i know you can't change feelings, but i just hope at least those negative feelings will turn into positive ones.
:(
it sucks when your best girlfriend and boyfriend falls out because it was your fault. because of your arrogance.

2011-10-12T20:56:00.004+08:00

Yeah, finally see you again today.
(:
Seeing you just makes my heart flutter.

2011-10-09T11:41:00.003+08:00

(:
Well, its been quite some time since i'm really into Amath.

oh well I've been really trying hard to get my differentiation and integration right, and i guess i just got to practice. :D

NOW I GOTTA KEEP DOING AND JIAYOUSSS!

I JUST WANT AT THE END OF E DAY TO GET MINE DESERVED GRADE. OF COURSE MUST HAVE IMPROVEMENT. IF NOT ALL MY EFFORTS WILL JUST GO DOWN THE DRAIN! ^^

& recently, he's been really busy packing his house. poor thing, i hope he don't tire himself out and his cough as well. i hope he faster recover. it sucks when you fall sick esp right after your exams ended. So i got to drink loads of water as well, i got a tinge feeling that i might fall sick anytime. :X
i can feel the itching of my throat. bleh.

okay bah, i should continue to do my work! kuddos! :D

2011-10-05T17:00:00.000+08:00

(:
yay! i've completed my english comprehension&summary! alright, along with the completion of the emaths prelim paper i started on a few days ago. heheh, i guess i'm back on the track of mugging really hard because i feel really diasppointed with my results. it has never been this bad before and i guess i could really do something to push my grades back up again! (:
After all e disappointment, its time for me to continue working hard.
i think now i really got to approach my teachers for help. its irritating when u keep getting stuck at questions that costs like 1 or 2 marks. okay, maybe questiongs deserving more marks. But hell ya, i'm gonna open my mouth and ASK. !
;D
oh and idk but i get the feeling that today's friday. okay so yup, half the week flew by, time really flies. i was looking forward to friday because its when i can get to buy new stationary for my exams. gosh, all my pens and pencils and erasers+rulers are really dirty and un-usable. i'm so sorry to admit that but yeah, i've not been on STATIONARY SHOPPING FRO SO LONG. T.T
hahahah, i love shopping for new pens etc because of the feel and touch. omg, especially new erasers. the smoothness and whiteness. BLINK BLINK*
kekeke, i think i'm insane, but who's not? (:

today's lessons were pretty fruitful, even during chinese lesson! there was no irritating loud zoom drilling and i could finally do my work in peace in class. thanks to jacqueline, i kinda calmed myself down while doing amaths. oh well, i've been really trying hard to get an A. & I JUST MISSED IT BY 1%. :(
DARN. Maths is the easiest to ace and i couldn't. arrgh, hate this. so i'm going to pull my socks up super duper high and just keep praticing. Actually I've already booked my weekends for geography and amaths. speaking about geo, i really got to jiayou. i think i gotta find ben yuan, some of the prelim questions are killing me ttm. i've got no freaking map, so how the hell do i complete some of the questions. okay, maybe i should skip it? yes. i guess that's a reasonable and wise decision. & i'm also getting emotionally tired too. nowadays, i just feel myself pullin away from everybody. Classes ate getting noiser everyday and sharene's irritating me more often. that fish, haiyaya. Sometimes i find it okay, but at times it just made me feel very bek chek. :X
maybe i'm stressed up but still THIS SHOULDN'T AFFECT MY EVERYDAY LIFE.
Seriously, theres like 2 mroe weeks to O's, i really got to buck up.
okay, i guess i shall go take a short nappp! :D

2011-10-01T11:12:00.001+08:00

ROLY POLY ROLY ROLY POLY~!
HEH, I'M STARTING TO LOVE THIS SONG MORE AND MORE. (:
& TODAY'S GONNA BE ANOTHER ROUND OF MUGGING!
ALRIGHT! JIAYOU!

:D

2011-09-26T19:30:00.000+08:00

:(

Life sucks.
Sometimes i really wonder why things happen this way.
I've never missed an A for my geography.
Screw you.

2011-09-25T10:51:00.002+08:00

damn, i seem to be missing him.
:(
you know sometimes, i really really do hate this kind of feeling esp when i have mixed feelings every time i'm with him.
like how i was really happy when he's by my side or sometimes i just don't feel like talking or looking at him at all.
bleh. :X
i just hope God's able to help me put these overwhelming emotions under control. i really can't let this happen again, because no one will be happy at the end of the day.

When you're in love, you ought to be happy.
~~How come i don't?~~

2011-09-22T16:17:00.004+08:00

:(
iGOTTAGETMYFATASSUPANDEXERCISE.
RAWRRRR, I'MPUTTINGONWEIGHTSANDITOTALLYHATEIT.
TONIGHTCONFIRMMUSTGORUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN~!

RUN
RUNN
RUNNN
!

2011-09-21T11:57:00.000+08:00

BUBBLE POP! (L)

2011-09-19T21:28:00.004+08:00

Admit it. Often, we fall in love with the most unexpected person, at the most unexpected time.
How true indeed. Hahahah, idk why but i'm missing him every minute every second. (:
hahahah, watching Vanessa Hudgen's Say ok music video brought me back all e memories when i was in primary school. During those times, when Zanessa still exist. :/
Times change, people change and yeap, we move on with with life.
But sometime, i wonder and think, isn't time moving to fast? isn't time moving too fast that at time,s you wish you could have e remote to control the clock ticking every minute every second.
People say change is dynamite, i've always wanted to understand it. Like how in the world when ya going to be taking your O levels and leaving this god damn awesome school in less than a month or so. i'll miss the hell of my classroom, the stupid bee like thingy that buzz around sharene and mine tablee. or when we would go to the toilet with no toilet paper and spend like hours going around e whole school toilets looking for paper. (: or when we'll rush back to class and chiong down our food in ten mins so to not get locked up outside class by faye tan. hahaha. these unforgettable memories i'll definitely miss and i guess will never happen ever again.Since i've already decided to go to poly, i guess till then, i'll just focus on the present.
Somehow, i've learn to appreaciate and love whatever we are doing now. Because time doesn't goes back and i've decided that whatever i want to do, i shall just do it. i don't wanna regret why back then i didn't do it because i hate regrets. i hate tat feeling of regret and those wishful thinkings of what i could have done, just like when i left pri school.

i'm gonna leave this school with memories; memories that'll

last me a lifetime. (:

2011-09-17T12:49:00.000+08:00

(:
Hahahaha. i'm really happy todayyy. idk why but yeah, i'm totally feeling that way.
Perhaps its because its e start of the weekend and i'm really excited and looking forward to it.
Perhaps its because ytd night was really absolutely fun, it seems as if that night at subway, those memories came flooding back to me.
i love my darlings ttm. !
hehehe, and finally seeing him for like a week later seems so much different. (:
i missed e times when we were together. hahaha.
alright la, i admited i do missed him throughout the whole of my prelims.
heh LATER LATER LATER. I'M LOOKING FORWARD TO LATERR :D

2011-09-09T23:56:00.000+08:00

GAWWWWWWWWWWWH.
TODAYY IS E 9/9/11.
TIME PASSED LIKE A BULLET TRAIN. TWOO MORE DAYS TO SCHOOLING TIME.
GOSH. & LIKE I DOUBT I'M PREPARED FOR SCHOOL ALRIGHT.
:)
TODAYY HAD PRETTY LOADS OF FUNN!
^^ EAT PLAY SHOP WALK.
OKIEEE, I SHALL STUDY HARD FROM THIS POINT ONWARDS. (VH AGREEMENT; EXPIRES OFFICIALLY ON 15 NOV 2011! )
HWAITING~! :D

2011-09-08T10:57:00.000+08:00

yesterday night, i had a long walk.
i left e bbq halfway, with like nothing on my mind but just wanting to getaway and have some time alone to myself. i guess i was like overwhelmed by my emotions that i couldn't really enjoy e whole bbq. the stressed thingy is getting to my head again and i hated it.
i tried controlling my tears from falling but yeah, it still falls.
Sometimes, i feel like crying and screaming is the only way out to relieve all my stress.
:(

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY??
WHY AM I FEELING THIS WAY. THIS SUCKS BIG TIMEEE OKAY! :/
I FEEL SO BAD FOR BEING SUCH AN IDIOT STUDYING AT PPL'S BBQ. BUT WHAT CAN I DO?
EVERYTHING IN MY HEAD WAS ABOUT O LEVEL.! ARRRGH.
so only leaving the bbq i thought was the best choice i could make.

2011-09-05T00:23:00.000+08:00

HARLO! :D

hahahah i'm really happy nowadays!!!!!!!!
i really got no clue why but i guess is because i get to see him everyday! ^^

or maybe i think the most important reason is because of God.

God makes everyday a better day and i really looked forward to every new day. i really love the times spent with him, it seems that after ytd whole night of daydreaming, i really know how much of importance he is to me. (:

You're irreplaceable. ♥

2011-08-29T22:29:00.000+08:00

TIRED. !

todayy was really quite sucky because i let my emotions take over me. i let that anger, that frustration, that sadness to let it overwhelm me that i couldn't look at things positively. i hated myself. why couldn't i just let it go and just think of another better plan so that even though there is no god damn pit stop there, we'll still have a good place to go and celebrate!
instead, i became so obsessed about my emotions that i became so quiet and all alone, ignoring my friends who were showing concern. :/
After coming home and reading the book "Life without limits".
i finally understood how that my attitude is like the remote control for the television set. that if he program i'm watching doesn't do anything for me, i can just simply grab e remote and change it. its like how i can adjust my attitude in much e very same way when i didn't get e results i want. when i wanted to go cycling but there wasn't any bike shop in sight. Thankfully, i'm one who couldn't resist emoing for long, because when i think back to myself, i'm still here and do i want to spend the rest of my day overly concerned with my anger and frustration, all the negative emotions building up inside me!
So i really thank God that i managed to change my attitude and control my emotions, luckily the rest of the day wasn't ruined by me. (:

& i feel so bad towards my friends, esp him.
Sorry for making you give way to me always, i guess being my boyfriend is hard at times. But i really love you for caring for me so much. (L)
(:

2011-08-23T23:20:00.000+08:00

Come to think about it, i think its really amazing that kim's going strong and well in some foreign land. Well, i'm really happy for her and definitely, i do hope to see her 'SOON'! ^^
& it seems that everyday, you're not getting the sleep u need. Please just sleep early! :/ its not good for your health leh. !
hiayayayayay! he's making me worried. darn, he should know it himself! still want sleep in class!!
Just sleep early lah, fool!

Tsk.

2011-08-18T23:48:00.000+08:00

THANK YOU LORD!
I'VE GOTTEN AN A1 FOR MY CHINESE!
THERE ARE NO WORDS TO DESCRIBE THIS FEELING BECAUSE I'M SO FUCKING HAPPY!
:D
WHEN MY NAME WAS CALLED OUT THIS MORNING, I CRIED. (:
BUT IT WAS TEARS OF JOY!
I REALLY DIDN'T KNOW HOW TO EMBRACE THE WHOLE THING.
BUT I JUST KNOW THAT BECAUSE I WORKED HARD FOR MY CHINESE, SO I DID WELL! ^^
WE REAP WHAT WE SOUGHT!

I JUST PRAY HARD THAT NEXT YEAR, SIMILARLY I'LL CRY TEARS OF JOY! ALONG WITH MY BEST FRIENDS!!!!!!!!! :D

2011-08-17T22:32:00.000+08:00

OMYFREAKING GOSH.
TOMOOROW WE'RE RECEIVING OUR O LVEVEL MOTHER TONGUE RESULTS.
HAIYA, BUT HOW COME I'VE GOT NO DARN FEELING ABOUT IT RIGHT NOW??
:/
OH WELL, I GUESS I'LL FEEL E NEERVOUSNESS BY TMW.
I REALLY DO HOPE I'LL DO WELL, AND E PPL AROUND ME TOO!
GOD BLESS US YAH! <3

2011-08-12T23:13:00.002+08:00

WTF LAH. EAT VITAMIN ALSO MUST FORCE PPL. CCB.
LIKE PLS LAH, HOW OLD AM I ALREADY. IS THERE A NEED TO CHECKED ON ME AND EVEN E DUSTBIN TO MAKE SURE E GODDAMN TABLET IS MY STOMACH. FISH U.
SERIOUSLY, WHAT FUCK DOES E VITAMIN REALLY DO!

2011-08-03T23:28:00.001+08:00

i'm day dreaming.

i've been thinking a lot these days, thinking about the future when we will all let our hair down and burn our books, the day we really break free. i thought about the many many places we'll go. Wild wild wet and how the day will go. i guess i'm insane. its not even o level over and my whole mind's about the days of fun. i guess i should stop all these "holidays ideas" for the time being, now in my head should be the strong determination i need to study really hard for my big big major exam coming up!! :D

i know God will be by my side and that i always know i can do all things through Christ who strengthens them. yes, i must perservere. because i know i can do it and at the end of the day, i'll be crying tears of joy.

2011-07-31T23:57:00.000+08:00

YOU'RE DAMN HANDSOMEEE. ♥
hahaha, i think i'm insane. finally seeing you for like so long since thursday, heh.
i shall see you on saturday again, my love. (:

2011-07-31T01:01:00.000+08:00

NDP 2011. OMG, I LOVE TODAY TTM. (:
WENT TO WATCH FIREWORKS WITH MY BEST FRIENDS.
:D
CHECKED OUT MY FB FOR E PHOTOS!

2011-07-30T08:42:00.002+08:00

A week just flew by. (:
Honestly, last week was like pure torture, stayed back in school everyday till 5.
omg, and its gonna be the same for the next few weeks ahead, i'm anticipating yet dreading it. i don't exactly mind e self study part, except e part on thursdays. with that guai lan science hod teacher. bleh. ! :/
she's really such an ass.
anw, many many many things happened and i'm just too lazy to blog it all here.
hahahah.
i'll just keep it in my head, all e memories.
(:
& i finally met him on thursdayyy! heh, missed him ttm. :D

oh yah! today am watching fireworks with sharene, vanessa& fiona!
^^ AM SO DAMN EXCITED. !
+ a movie tmw with my boyfriend! <3

Yes, God is good. hahahaha. it seems like he paved the way for me already.
But not forgetting e fact that i still am going to study very very hard this weekend, ain't gonna waste it.

2011-07-24T10:08:00.000+08:00

Hello! :D
Yes am finally able to finally get back my sense of direction.
i learnt to calm myself down and not get panicky. (:
well, thanks to God i really am relaxing myself and pacing constantly to catch up on my work.
i can do it de!
jiayou!

hahah, i'm missing u all of a sudden.
i miss your hug.

2011-07-22T23:26:00.000+08:00

(L)

hahahah, i really enjoyed today yah.
had an awesome step down lunch & it was really memorable because of all mu sec 3 juniors who made it so unforgettable. i was tearing when i read those letters hand written by them and delivered into our hands personally. (:
it really warms my heart.
& today i took photos with many many people. hehehe^^
& i tried the 'unexpected touch e cheek thingy' with ian! omg!!!!!!
he'd damn damn cute lah. hahahahahaha!
i still can't believe i did that! ><
btw, i think i should really stopped being so insane. gosh, & today sharene keep pulling my cheeks as and when she likes, that girl ah.
a min or so, she pulls and smile to herself. well, insanity does make a person retard, isn't it so true?
i've got a real life example. teehee. (:
& yeap, went to slackeddd at e playground with council mates and met goldfish there too! bonded quite a lot! hahah, i really missed those times spent with council, i guess we got loads of catching up to do yeap!
after Os, its confirm a must to hang out with my council mates again! :D
oh and slacked finish, went to catch Hanna!
OMG.

Saoirse Ronan is damn like siao!

she's only seventeen, an age older than me. but she looked way past her age, not saying that she looks old and haggard but she seriously look mature and grown-up.
i watched two shows of her already and missed her acting.
(:

anw, i love her favourite phrase.
" i just missed your heart. " <3

2011-07-20T20:27:00.001+08:00

:(
My grades are dropping.
i hate it.
i always had it in me about achieving all the As when i was Sec 1 and 2, but now I've lost it.
You know sometimes, i really want it back so badly.
that its driving me insane. :/

2011-07-17T23:36:00.001+08:00

SUNDAY GETAWAY! :D

today went gyming and swimming in e morning with Zann! ^^
it was pretty fun because it seems like we've got so much to talk that i felt suddenly that dance partner bond is coming back to me.
everything it seems like we've drifted apart popped into bubbles. (:
meeting up with my best dance mate was fabulous, haha.
she wore her cute black specs & we kinda looked like each other!
i think somehow we really look like each other at times.
its cool to have a friend like that. :)
anw, stayed at he place till like 2plus before i chao go find tiffy!
omg, waited at the bus stop till i almost fell asleeep leh! >.<
idk why but the suddden tiredness hit me, and i really felt so exhausted like a min after i was so energised!
and so i decided to prayed hard for e bus to faster come and him to msg me asap, and God answered my prayer. God is (L). !
went to see some handsome guy at nex, expected he really do looked good! hahah.
tiffy had really good taste, i must admit.
night time, catched a movie tgt with feby as well!

TRANSFORMERS IS DAMN DAMN DAMN NICE TTM. I REALLY ENJOYED E MOVIE LOADS.
THAT I RAN LIKE E WIND TO PEE AND FLEW BACK TO MY SEAT. COULDN'T AFFORD TO MISS A SINGLE BIT OF THE MOVIE. :D

& this is one of the best way to end a weekend. (:

2011-07-16T23:43:00.000+08:00

♥

2011-07-16T00:56:00.000+08:00

i think my mind's now hay wired.
My whole mind's all about you, that i think i'm insane.

i really miss you a lot a lot.

& i really can't imagine life without you, its seems like you're already a part of my life.

2011-07-14T22:13:00.000+08:00

:(
omg. kimmy's not gonna come back to Sg in dec!
oh gosh!!!!!!!!!!!
i've been anticipating the day till i see her again, and now her daddy's not allowing her to come over.
how am i gonna go over to india?!
>.<
my mummy is one big obstacle, and my daddy too.

i really need God's help at the end of the day. (:

2011-07-13T21:14:00.000+08:00

hahahhaha. loved today's studying with sharene, him & dillon! :D
laughed like shit until i wanna pee. !
:D

"The best times are of now. " i truly agree. (:

2011-07-12T21:13:00.001+08:00

2011-07-12T21:10:00.000+08:00

Now i just need God's help to make a miracle happen!
(:

:(

2011-07-11T22:51:00.002+08:00

:(
Now idk why but i'm overwhemled by sadness.
i'm crying in my room alone like some stupid fool.
i think i really don't know how to treasure the ppl around me, esp my bestfriends.
i hate it when i think about the fact that me and him distanced, how i actually pushed him away first.
WHY WHY WHY!
& now its me and her, i can feel the lost of trust in me.
She actually placed her trust in me to keep it a secret.
:/
i seriously missed those times when i'm still alone, when i was able to balanced out my life, not like now. i didn't even know whose of more importance to me in my heart. i lost my sense of direction. Like right now, tears just trickled down my cheeks and i'm here, feeling e numbness in my heart.

Adeline, what has gotten in your head these days?

2011-07-09T23:58:00.001+08:00

HAHAHA! FINALLY GET TO UPLOAD ALL E PHOTOS ON FB! (:

YOUTH DAY! ^^

SLACKED AT E CAR PARK! ^^ (8/9/11) ♥

2011-07-05T22:43:00.001+08:00

PUT YOUR HANDS UP! AND GET YOUR DRINKS UP NOW!
:D
heheh, i love this song. loads! <3
well, i have finished my revision on emath, shall jiayou for ss later! yay! must jiayou! ^^

& i think its beginning to suck when i'm thinking of you right now. this feeling stinks. :/

2011-07-04T23:28:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow's start of prelim!
Yes, i must jiayou!

Although i'm not fully prepared, but i believed that by putting my trust in the Lord, i'll overcome it smoothly.

And i really shouldn't meet him for these 2 weeks. i must focus on my studies!

Not saying that he's a form of distraction, just that i'll keep thinking of him, which is not on my to do list currently.

HAHAHAH.

♥

2011-07-03T22:33:00.000+08:00

i'm super happy today!

hehehe^^

i managed to remember the whole process of extraction of metal! :D

finally leh, omg! (:

it took me quite a short while to memorise and i really thank God for it.

i guess i was in the best state of mind just now!

& now, i'm going to do geography!

i should go jiayou le!

2011-07-02T00:48:00.000+08:00

(:
hahah, my eyelids are drooping already. heh.

i guess i'll be off to my bed soon, just after i blogged a little while.

anw, yup. today was pretty fun! hahaha.

school was pretty much alright, kinda slack abit yah. i even slept in chinese class! ><

i guess i was too tired, it was noon and just after our recess, its seriously the best time for a short nap! :D

oh and we dancers collected our certificates for participating in the syf!

its in my bad right now, donn't really feel like having a second look at it. :/

but nevermind, i just hope that ms lee will do what she says and keep her promise. (:
because i really want do dance. i want to dance again. i want to wear my costume and spend endless hours putting makeup. i want to do the last dance.

& yes, i missed dance ttm. i miss my dance mates. :(

i just want one more chance for all of us to stand on the stage and shine. (:

& after that, sch ended!

slacked in canteen, revised ss! governance chapter! ^^

hahahah, i did quite a bit of revision! am satisfied with my progress.

as for dear sharene, she spent like hours reading e same page over and over again! >.<

she was admiring him, looking at him from the back always.

hahahah! she's so cute.

& yes, spent the night at playground, slacked there.

well, fortunately he was there. (:

i guessed i really do like him. gosh, i'm insane.

though i didn't have much time with him alone, but i liked it when we gather tgt as a group. at least, the sight of him warms my heart and i like it.

And when it was time for him to go home, my heart suddenly felt empty as if there was nothing to look forward to. i didn't feel like doing anything at all. Well, i guess this point proven that i really do like him a lot a lot.

i really thank God for bring him into my life.
its wonderful knowing that you are loved by someone.
(:

2011-06-27T23:16:00.000+08:00

Today's the start of school! ^^

its term 3 already lo, i must study hard & jiayou! :D

school was alright yah, well unexpectedly, i passed my chem test with no flying colours. :/

sad T.T but i'll continue to work hard and pay attention in class! seriously, i think it works when you listen to your teachers! (: (& not talk to whoever's beside you)

& after school, went to our usual place to do our bio spa! hahah, me and sharene took a super duper long time to get the experiment right!

>.<

hahah, and we laughed like retards for e whole day. i guessed this is e result of not seeing each other for like super long! heh. (:

and yup, he came to do his work as well!!

surprisingly, he was quietly doing his work. good boy. ^^

watched funny videos and laughed our ass off today! it really help relieve stress at times! esp when you just got back to sch after rotting at home for a month or so. even my handwriting changes after a long time. :/

so now, i'm back to studying!

shall try doing amath! oh ya, i need find my chinese oral notes as well! (=

i really hope to see him soon!
& he look damn good today! hahah. i shld really stop thinking of him. ><

2011-06-26T19:03:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow's the start of school! :/

Well, its time to see teachers everyday and get all the nagging.

Hahaha, i must jiayou yah! :D

2011-06-26T01:45:00.002+08:00

omggggggg. no wonder my mouth hurts like shit for the past few days, my wisdom tooth is growingggg! yeepe^^
hahahah!
i'm ecstatic and over the moon! lalala~!
i do pray hard that my wisdom tooth will grow successfully! :D

2011-06-21T23:33:00.000+08:00

(:
i'm a happy girl.
well, i managed to talk to Sarah today, which was great!
becos i really missed her loads.
& i'm glad that she read my email and gave me a fantastic comment that is engraved in my heart.
heheh^^
i can't w8 for tmw! we're prawning tgt!
YAY!!!
i'm pretty excited since its my first time prawning! >.< hahah, hope can catch loads of prawns. hmm, actually i think catch one is better than nothing! its good enough for me, it'll satisy my sense of satisfaction of achieving a prawn! (within 40mins) heh.
alright, i shall go sleep soon!
i needa start on amaths tomorrow morning! die die must!
:D

goodnight sweetie!

2011-06-16T23:30:00.001+08:00

Idiot. in the end, i still cried.
:(
i couldn't be strong enough to smile and send her off.
but why didn't God give me just a minute to see her and at e very least, give her a hug before she goes.
T.T
i ran all the way to the departure hall, but ended up, there was no sign of you at all.
then, i saw your friends all a corner, all looking through e glass panel, trying to find you.
& there was your boyfriend, he was so depressed and sad. i could see it from his face.
i guess i could understand his sorrowfulness. :/
now you're on e plane, i guess.
well, have a really good flight!
we'll miss u loads.
& we'll <3 to see u back.
cos i believe you'll be back in dec! ^^

2011-06-16T11:12:00.000+08:00

Today is the sixteeenth of june!
Omg, time flies. it really do.
& yup, she's leaving today. :(
But now thinking about it, its for her own good!
So i should feel happy for her. i believe she'll excel in her studies there!
(:
hahah, kimmy must jiayou and get her As. me too, for o's, i'll do it man!
so yup, i'll read books on chem and bio everyday! heheh, must refresh my memory!
and mathssssssssss! omygosh, i really gotta start doing! Tomorrow, i'll start. i promise! (:
& i'm talking to willi now, hahah.
damn, he shld have come ytd!
so we can talk tgt!
ytd was a really great time spent with kim and him, i cannot describe it. seriously, i suck at doing such stuff. bleh. :p
But i really do love the times spent with her!
Reallly do hope to see her in dec!
hahah, so now we all must study hard and later we shall play like maddd! hehehe^^

2011-06-12T13:15:00.000+08:00

4 more dayysss!
How fast can time goes?
:/
i'm doing Sarah's present now!
Filled with so much memories, i really don't know what to write.
Haiz, i must stay strong right?
i just really pray hard i'll get to see her in my life again!
Or i shall just fly to India and see her! (:
Hahaha. i think that's pretty insane though, but i really do believed she'll miss everything of Singapore ttm.

We'll stay best friends forever, and i believe we will. <3

2011-06-08T22:15:00.000+08:00

hahaha, so where should i begin?
oh well, today was fantastic! (:
i didn't really do any work yah, except the part when i studied for geo in the morning. (lessons in fact)
hehehe. ^^
today went to sammi's house to play! celebrate her birthday in advance!
her house is similar to my aunt's house. two storeys! >.<
my first impression of her house: 'wow, her house is still in cny mood yah. and her house is rally pretty!"
especially that cute swing at the side of the window, i love it. (:
i keep sitting on it and swinging, like some small kid.
& her house got this fitness thingy, you have to use your stomach muscle and push your body up, and your butt often sticks out. hahah!
i tried doing, okay lah. i guess i'm fat! :/ need to go exercise le! i want go swimming!!!!!!! soon, must faster end then i can go swim! :D
sammi's awesome, she did like super fast! hahah. i guess she's been exercising weekly!
so for the afternoon, we played twister. omg. that game made my whole body ache. hahah, not really though but i keep laughing when i think about it. me and fiona played like siao. crossing over each other, me under her and she over me. hahahah!>.<
and sharene's acting like the monotone guy announcing the general elections results, section blah blah blah, i thereby announce that.... hahaha! she's cute. (:
& yup, we took photos, camwhored a bit.
then we played blackjack, well i was out of luck today. bleh. :P
& decided to concentrate on playing my sky burger on buddy's phone. until she stopped me :(
heheh, but nehmind lah. i played till e third stage! quite proud of myself though! [:
after that, headed downstairs for food and talking!
hahah, its really funny cos we girls talked about practically everything. today was like we sat for history class, talking from north korea to russia to china etc. hahah!
i was amazed at how we could keep the converstaion going and all of us adding bits by bits of our own stories and sharing it. it seems wonderful that our friendship has blossomed so much and i really love it that we are gathering here and talking so well. i really hope it could stay the same way even after we parted ways. (:
her mummy was awesomely nice! cooked fried fishballs, tiny puny hotdogs and longan jelly for us! she even ordered 2 pizzas for us! so thoughtful of her, hahah.
i ate heartily. ^^
& then we went downstairs to slack a while at the children's playground before going home!
idk why but i had a tiring day today. i think i played until i'm so weary and drained of energy, and i haven't eaten my dinner!
oops. plus iron the clothes!!!!!!!!
i guess my mum's gonna nag at me pretty soon!
(:

2011-06-07T14:12:00.001+08:00

(:
hahah, i love today's weather. its perfect.
how i wish can go out yeah, but i guess its also nice to stay at home and do my own things. especially, to follow my timetable! ^^ its a must, adeline!

&& i really really miss him. T.T
i think i siao le. i shld really concentrate on my stuff and stop thinking about him. >.<
Somehow, some things seem so easy to say, but yet so difficult to accomplish. :/
But i'll do it yah! hahah, must really study hard and focus!
& my dear sharene is sick, got fever. :(
really pray hard that she'll be alright, cos tmw we're studying+sway boarding+celebrating sammi's bday!
so if she haven't recover, that's disastrous ttm.
because i'll be alone, and i wouldn't want that. ><

and today's geo class was great! really beneficial for my revison, hahah. lurb ben yuan for that(:
i hope i will be able to do many many many homework by this week! God, must help me plueaseee. & yeap, i shall put all my faith into God's hands! i know he will guide me sailing smoothly. & a mental note to my horrendous pile of homework: You watch out, i'll eat u up soon! :P

2011-06-04T13:41:00.000+08:00

PARTY ROCK ANTHEM! (FTW)
OMG, I THINK I'M INSANE.
THE SONG REALLY DAMN NICE.
HAHAHAHA! I'M REPLAYING AND DANCING TO IT WHENEVER I HEAR THIS SONG.
(:

2011-05-29T13:26:00.000+08:00

HWAITING! :D
HAHAH. I CAN'T W8. TMW'S CHINESE O'S!
REALLY REALLY PRAY HARD I'LL BE ABLE TO GO THROUGH E WHOLE EXAMINATION SMOOTHLY, SO DO EVERYONE! ^^
TMW WEATHER BETTER BE GOOD AS WELL! HAHAH!

2011-05-28T13:28:00.000+08:00

i think i'm starting to get over with it.
Good, i must maintain it this way.
i guess i got to be strong yah. don't think so much about it, e more i should grab hold of time and think of what to get for her farewell gift.
(:

2011-05-27T21:50:00.000+08:00

WHYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.
CAN SOMEONE PLS TELL ME WHY.
WHY NOW. WHY AT THIS TIME?
WE DON'T EVEN HAVE A MONTH. I DON'T EVEN HAVE A MONTH TO BE PREPARED.
I STILL GOT SO MANY MANY MANY THINGS I WANT TO TELL YOU.
I'M LIKE BEING SUCH AN IDIOT CRYING. :(

2011-05-26T20:15:00.000+08:00

heheh, so sweet leh.
now i think about guy confessing to girl, its a really wonderful thing yah.
(:

2011-05-25T19:06:00.001+08:00

heheh! (:
today, am in a really good mood.
now am doing my amath revision for tmw's test! must do well!
hahah, i really look forward to next monday yah! MT PAPER IS OVER!
:D
for now, must study hard first.
i seriously got to stop thinking of clothes. ><
&& he's moving tmw. poor him, need pack so many things. ahah, esp his sister stuff. i can't imagine all her heels and clothings being packed into so many boxes! (:

2011-05-24T19:14:00.000+08:00

i'm so tireddd. :(
Whole day of studying.
i hope i can survive this whole week yah.
i really really want to cry my hearts out. maybe i won't feel so tired that way. :/

2011-05-22T22:31:00.001+08:00

Yeah, its officially nine days to my chinese o's level! (:
i'm ready for it yah!
Must jiayou jiayou!
this whole week am going to stay back to revise chinese, i guess its enough revision for the last lap!
heheh.
i really want do well, so i can secure an A1!!!
:D

Focus girl.

2011-05-19T17:38:00.000+08:00

i'm going to jiayou yah! (:
i guess its really time to pull up my socks.
No more slacking. :/
This weekend, i'm gonna study like mad!!!
GOD U MUST HELP ME! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2011-05-19T01:03:00.000+08:00

Price Tag.
Breakeven.
Just the way you are.

My three favourite songs!
Hahah, its really nice hearing Maddi Jane sing it. (:
Anw, i can't believe i'm still not in bed when there's school tmw. Seriously, tmw you'll see a walking zombie in sch! :/

Hope everything is settled well. i want to get back to my normal daily rountine yah.

2011-05-18T17:45:00.002+08:00

hahah, i finally get to see him today.
teehee. (:
But i didn't talk much to him yah. :/
felt bad about it yah.
anw, i really want tell him how handsome is he! heheh.
just that perhaps, i'll keep that comment to myself yah. (:
i know he handsome can already.
<3

2011-05-17T01:27:00.000+08:00

i'm so tired. ><
omg. i can practically knock my head against e wall and fall asleep straight.
poosh~!
& today many things happened yeah, took me some time to get back to reality.
i must stay strong yah! (:
may e lord be with me<3

i miss you. :/

2011-05-15T21:43:00.000+08:00

Another week just gone by. :(
i'm starting to miss school badly. hahah.
idk why but it seems weird to be out of school, stuck at home with all the homework. yucks. :X
i can't even have a good time celebrating my perfect sunday! :/
i'm supposed to be out with friends, eating ice cream and enjoying e nice weather.
i realli realli hope my life will not be so retarded. bleh.
& i'm starting to think about confessing first. haiya.
><

2011-05-09T20:37:00.001+08:00

I JUST CUT MY HAIR. (:
TEEHEE, I THINK I HAVE TO LOVE IT YAH! (L)
love today studying+exercising+lunching! <3

2011-05-08T18:57:00.001+08:00

:D
its sunday! yeah, its another weekend and i really love e sunset. its glowing orangy-yellow, makes you feel warm. and yes, i am listening to accidentally in love, its a very old song but yah, i miss it loads. :/
& i think i'm in this state too. i guess i once found again someone that make my heart beat faster again, that shyness in me and my retardness too. hahah! i'm thankful for having to loved once again. (:
i can't wait for tmw! hahah! its studying day with my friends! its been long since i did that and i thank e govt for all e wonderful holidays! its been really useful to me!
i shall go jiayou for my chem after dinner! hahah, must complete it!

2011-02-13T23:28:00.001+08:00

i'm mugging like a mad shit dog. :/
oh gosh, my whole table is in a big mess. gotta pack! haiyo, so messy that i couldn't find my birthday present from marc! ): though its some pathetic leaf, it meant something still. haiz, i really hope i can find it! :D
anw, life's tough but i still gotta stay stronger!
i will be commited to dance, school and myself. (:
i promise.
i've let down my dance teacher in charge and i felt bad about it. so i'm going to be a better person by being commited and staying focus in all aspects of my life!

2011-02-03T00:00:00.000+08:00

Yes. Chinese New Year is here once again. (:
heheh. i always look forward to it when i'm cash-strapped/craving to eat goodies and snacks! and of course, a long break from all e school stuff which is giving me great headaches.
I'm really tired today. Because i practically ran around Sg today. Wow! is super tired ttm! ><
But knowing that today is spent with my closest friends, it enlightens my heart and i feel so happy and i thank the lord for giving me such wonderful friends whom we have gone through so much in my sec sch life. <3
i'm really blessed with great friends around me. its an honour in fact. (:
Also, i'll love to thank tu tu kueh, my buddy and nana, for that fabulous b'day present! its terrific that once i looked at it, i hyperventilate! :DD

NICHKHUN OF COURSE! (L)

I'll definitely paste it on my wall and look at it every single day as a form of motivation for me to study hard!
i'm also glad that i managed to meet 17 and some of e others. seriously, all look more handsomme now. hahah! ^^ its a good thing for sure. & also, i felt really bad for what happened to dillon and yeah, i'll make up to him. for sure! (: hahah. after telling me what it was all about, i realised sometimes i took things for granted and i will change my attitude. oh and on sat, idk whether ei going play pool! should i? haiyo, vh also not going so if i go, very weird! >< alamak. if sharene in sg, i'll not be lonely yeah! haha. i'm starting to miss her le.
anw, i'm going to enjoy my cny well before going back to school to mugg all e way~! jiayou adeline!

2011-01-14T23:54:00.001+08:00

Somehow i'm in love with Paris. (:

2011-01-14T23:45:00.000+08:00

THE KOREANS ARE HERE! :DD

HAHAHA. I WAS KINDA EXCITED UPON THEIR ARRIVAL.
SAD THAT MY BUDDY, KIM SAN HA DIDN'T COME. BUT AT LEAST, I KNOW THAT SHE'LL COME NEXT YEAR! TEEHEE. WHAT'S FACEBOOK FOR WHEN IT EXISTS IN THIS WORLD. ! LALALA. THINK BOUT IT, ITS KINDA COOL THAT WE'RE ALL HELPING TO HOST E KOREANS AND WE'RE ALL GOING OUT TMW! YEEPE^^
I MANAGED TO COMPLETE 2 HW TODAY. GOOD ENOUGH. SINCE I WAS LIKE SO TIRED. HAHAH. TMW I'LL CONTINUE. WAKE UP EARLY CONTINUE DO. AM GOING DANCE TMW. (FAKE!) AND GOING TO COLLECT $$$ TMW. YES! I REALLY HOPE IS 450. I'VE LET DOWN MYSELF BY GETTING A MERIT BURSARY. NEXT YEAR, IT'LL BE MINE. SCHOLARSHIP, U WAIT! (: THANKS TO MRS GOH WHO REMINDED ME NOT TO SLACK, YES I WILL STUDY HARD AND JYJYJY!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OKAY, NOW I'M LALALA~!

P.S: PRAY HARD TMW'S WEATHER IS AWESOME!